weeee....da zoo plan goes well.30th dec...here i came..
niways...smooth dae as normal.went to attend sum jemputan wif granny,dad n aunt.da rice was okay...but it was rainin man..ppl say...wen its rainin...it means..da bride and groom ate belacan...or dey didnt bathe!!!!!!hahaha...dats wad old ppl say...
oh yah...sissy went back pretty late yest.i bet she did enjoyed herself.she told us its gonna b her last time goin gigs.haha...poor gal...8 freakin hrs is too long for ya xpensive legs huh??
i was readin papers wen i cme across dis article...bt teenagers.i dun understand y sum teens r soo eager to step da teen age of 18 n pooop..dat means 'a road to my freedom'...bah!
i was askin maself wen im 18...wad shuld i feel like wen im 18?i dun feel anithing...like..ooo...shuld i try smokin...drinkin...haf sex...??dats wad most teens ma age will do...but thnkin bt dat....its kinda stupid.18 is juz an age.its nothin special...esp to sumone like me...whu haf curfews.im not embarrased to say dat i still haf curfews eventho im goin 20!for gdness sake!at sum time...i feel i wanna protest..but im glad i didnt.if i did...i wuldnt b da gal i am now..so?its nothin being 18....no tryin of ciggies...liquor?clubbing?no big fuck to me...life is not bt all dis...life is more to dis...
shoppin?ooo...definately...a yes yes for me...i rather splurge it on food...clothes...shoes...bags...den gif it all on ciggies...lil kiddos...if ya still saving ya money on skul canteen food...i suggest dun waste ya freakin money on ciggies....try cigar...if u can afford...den...ill look up to u...haha..
oh yah...was cryin ma heart out yest nite.waiting for da call..but it didnt sound.i got frustrated...i feel like throwing it but...i dunwanna spoil it..hehe
i made up ma decision of leaving u...but u stopped me.
u promised da u'll change....so..ill patiently wait
if u dun change...ill walk away...for gd..
u hurt me...but ill juz keep quiet..
i aint sum animal...
im a normal human being whu haf a heart n feelings..
so treat me well...dun juz say...action speaks louder den words...
deep down...i love u to pieces dat i regret spittin da wrds..'leave me'...wen we fought...

i prayed dat everything will b fine btween us...Amin..

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I love black&white photographs

Im observant to fashion and cycle

I appreciate nice people

Im content to be the minority and never want things beyond my means