I cnt stand it if ppl got the whole thing WRONG !as in sooo wrong...~
And not only that...
i think you having this psychotic disorder characterized by delusions of persecution to wards me.And no way...im sayin SORRY...cuz i didnt do anithing wrong!Ive never think high of myself....neither do i think that all my ideas were way better.......not by any means....
A gd fren is sumone whu pointed out ya mistake..n being a WISE human being...u your to choose n its ya choice to take ppl's advice or not.Gettin all worked up doesnt help in ani way.
I hate all this verbal catfights..if ure realli angry towards me.........
come up or gimme a beep....
A mature person is sumone who work out fully in his/her mind.
and being an ite student....i noe u haf to steep so low to take ma advice..but i dun care if u heed it or not...
just that...dont do all this...its ruins the frenship
im so freakin bored.Nab's out of town..so do roza....the rest i dun fuckin care.
Ive been stayin home this few days.Its so boring...n i dunno where else to go.Not much ppl to chat up wif in MSN.
Stayin up to watch NEON..a telemovie on suria.
Does anione agree wif me that knowledge should be shared?i was bloghopping alot this days.Its fun reading other ppl's lifestory.You get to learn alotta stuffs from dem in some way.theres alot of bitching also..ahha..mostly for gurls.U noe..where names r not spelt but words like..."sumone"....are often use.Humans like us cn escape all this.I always dun agree wen sumone says he/she is nt a hypocrite.................
i cnt deny that at times i do haf to act as a hypocrite..i mean most of us haf to......But its how you brought out that character of yers in a way not to hurt others.
Stressing makes someone lose him/her anger n vent it to others.I do that often..n poor hotsytotsy is the victim.When u finally cool down,u'll realise that wad u did are juz too much that it hurts ppl whom u love.so be4 u react to anithing,use ya fuckin brain n think carefully.If u dun wan to get hurt that way by others...dun do it.It karma...
I aint referring to anione...its for all of us to think............
Gdnite.....
i think i give ADVICe too much till sheena got pissed wif me.I thot it was ok to give advice but i think she got pissed cuz she thot i was telling her off that she didnt do her research.Stoopid rite if i were to do that?btw...i dun mean it that way...
Slap this across ya mind...effa
Motifs mean...
A recurrent thematic element in an artistic or literary work.
A dominant theme or central idea.
Music. A short rhythmic or melodic passage that is repeated or evoked in various parts of a composition.
A repeated figure or design in architecture or decoration.
From now on...save the words for myself...
i shall keep mum...
i think i noe why she reacted that way...i'll do that too if im in her pl.
Sucky sucky sucky day for me............
When will the sun shine on me?
the ite student who noes nothing~ :(
i let things out.........ALL of IT!i feel better bit still sick inside.It hurts so badly.i cnt concentrate on my werk.Ive yet to start on my project.I dunno whether i shuld ask sheena's help since shes busy herself.If i do..wouldnt i be selfish......?
My mind's in a mess...big mess....
i kept venting my anger at Hotsytotsy...im sorri love........
uncle bought me a U-Zap....im happy......but.........*shrugs*
I hope all this will go away
Those uneasy feeling...is coming back to me.I felt easily hurt nowdays...dunno if monthly dues is part of it.Im not happy wif sum stuffs...dats left unsolved.The person involved dun bother comin n apologise..which sucks.i hate it.......i realli do...cuz this person means alot to me...
With all the school projects.....im realli draining................
i dunnow bich to start first...laptops is crazeeeeeee....if only ive lotsa cash....i'll buy anew one.im broke at the moment.no mood to enjoy....no mood to even catch a movie......to tok to people...to get involve in their lives....to know how dey are.....its juz sooo sucky.....
i hate all this!
Nenek is back home.Alhamdulilah....
Shes getting better......only food to keep watch.Solid food are no-no at the moment.Hopefully nomore hospital visiting..pls.......
They make wonders on my big day...thanx PPL!It wuld be better if ders another sumone der... Happy lookin at the pics...
I didnt stay up till late to received all those nice msgs from gd ppl.But i wokeup in the morning with a smiling face to see all those wondeful msgs.Thanx so much.
I hate to miss out names...but i try ma best saying thanx to u ppl..hehe
Narny and roza msg me earlier to wish me Happy birthday...
Hotsytotsy wished me advance bdae...
ain right from UK thru tagboard...
Next morning....
Msgs from nab..indra...Ep..msged me ard midnite but im already in la la land.oh ya...danny dedicate a jay chou song to me...haha
Momma...dad..elza...wished me in the morning.
n sheena....
u didnt even wished me!!! :( the funny thing is...she is soo semangat bt remembering ma bdae den...didnt even received any msg frm her...ni mesti she hates me...Oh.....sheena juz msged..break record...hehe..niways thanx!
Aunty dada gave me 50bucks for being 21.haha...
Nenek gave me 15bucks.I nearly teared wen she kiss me on my forehead n said..."be a gd gal..n take care of yaslef...oh ya..pakai tutup2..haha"...*nt that she cares* :)
nothing great...juz dat i had a great feast wif my whole fam.... yesh
Met hotsytotsy forwhile to take my bdae cake.
to roza...the cake was awesome!sooooooooooooo freakin deeeeeeeeeelicious.....choc n wild hibiscus..hehe....i wan to eat more tomoro!
Hotsytotsy askin me to mit him up tomoro.Dunno where hes bringing me.hopefully sumwher nice.I dun expect a posh pl...i noe we r both schooling n we hate spending money unnecessarily.Takde duit..buat hal takde duit...hehe..
Hope tomoro will be better....
Im blessed wif the ppl i haf ard me...thanx so much
A birthday prezie from me to mYself!weehee...parcel purse!
The birthday prezie from Sissy!Havaianas slippers..and crumpler hp pouch.hehe..a great pair to match ma other crumpelr red pouch which i got few years back..ehhe.
Thanx soo much!
I hope there will be many many more to come..hehe...
But im realli feeling abit laid...
First thing first....Prob crops up within our grp.i knew this will happen...i hate it...y cnt everyone one leave peacefully n get away from fighting?so much for tryin hard to stop all this..its still happening.I dunno wads next but im praying for the best.I hate to quarel...fights..its our last yr n pls........nt this...
Miss angela gave me a bdae prezie.i didnt expect it from her tho.and wen i open it,i got a shock that she got me a love clutch.hehe..so sweet of her.My first ever advance bdae prezie.n now...ma bdae mood is back but still............im too broke to celebrate my bdae...
i juz hope ders a kind soul outder whus willing to surprise me wif a bdae bash...i always wanted it..but it has never happen to me be4...wadmore..its my 21st bdae..
:(
Portfolio class was ok.Startin all over again wif printing n money spent.Iwanna do a hell of gd portfolio cuz its gonna bring me to wher i wan to be in future.Laziness is always a major prob for me...
Im chatting wif ain now.Alot of interesting stuufs we tok bt.Saw lovely pics she took wif ashika at nottingham.Lucky gurl...she got those once in a lifetime experience.Shopping is the topic we tok most abt...haha..gurls will b gurls...i miss her....
n wen someone's so far away...u began to feel the lost...n only den u began to appreciate that person more...
Went to skul to pass up our game trailer.Atlast...a huge sigh i let out.One's down...n more to go.Ill take step by step....
Pocket game next..portfolio another...DVP...n advance 3d...damn.....i hope all this will end soon...
Wads life without stress...only this..will u b able to pushed yaself to do your very best.
I hope roza's getting better from her gastric n fever virus.ALot of weird diseases nowdays.It freaks me out.
Bus trip with hotsytotsy was gd.
oh ya...met besti forwhile juznow.Passs her the recruits paper.
Someone's gettin on ma nerve...n im pissed!
You re put into a gd school to study a major course *
or shuld i say u chose to go der cuz ppl r tokin bt it n u got in by CHANCE* .Nw..youre not making any gd effort to make your dream come true instead you follow 'wads in' now.Isnt it sad,you dun haf a fixed prospects and quit all this neverending BOAST of yours cuz it irritates me.Bloody WORK towards wad u wan and dun juz follow blindly bt 'wads in'........................Stop boasting bt your circle of frens and how gd they are.Its more worthy if all those frens that u look upon are gd n ure BETTER.The talents which have in you is better to boast.*
or u dun haf all those qualities*.. I noe u hated me n eventho how hard u try to put that fake smile and pretend we r
gdfrens..Stop that stoopid drama of yours cuz i noe wads up ya sleeve.N dun take advantage of others.You pull me in wen u needed help.And 4gets bt it the next time.Never underestimate the ability that an ITE student has..cuz ull be surprise how gd they cn be den YOU!
Ain...where haf u been...i wanna chat up wif u n noe more bt ya trip to Nottingham!
Had a super great time tokin to bestie!miss those long chat wif her.
N to narny....im sorri to make you cry...
Oh yah...i smell gd sneakers on the way..............hehehe
Unexpected shopping trip yest.Hotsytotsy paid for the vintage dress and top.He ask me to wear it on ma bdae!eventho i dunno whether i'll be celebrating it or not..:( niways...isnt he sweet?ill upload the pics later.I loike it soooooo very much.i juz nid wedges to go well wif it.n those big prada shades at home.
Oh yesh....i had Chubbyhubby ice-cream...ohsoooo yummie and fingerlicking gd.I got them at 7-ELEVEN n not by ordering it at the parlor~ like wad i heard from somewher........
oh yah...prog for the movie is sucky..bt things r getting very slowly........n i realli hope we'll be able to get it done.
Oh yah....
Bf aku kater.........kau kental......bboal jer besar..hasil satu pon takder.Egoistic middle name kau....follower taktahu mane nak selit in btwn namer kau...n mcm mcm la lagi....
bottom line......Dun try hard
Ok...i watch in my shoes todae.A very recomended movie to watch esp wif siblings.I chose a perfect partner which is my sister n she treat me again for the movie!The seatings at bugis GV is sucky!n no customer service at all!i so hate it!A very sweet movie bt two sister whus worlds apart...but in the end...they still blood sisters.nothing cn come btween dem....n nothing cn break them apart.Its sad at the end..i teared...
i bought maself a strawberry shortcake panties!hehe...so cute..i cnt resist from buyin it.Im startin ma fitness todae.hehe....semangat tau...
Photo-taking day tomoro wif Hotsytotsy...maybe...But weather's been a gd sleep therapy for me...
im dead cuz tomoro's our last day for the flash proj!
Days not blogging.Am so lazy to do so.Projects kept me buzy...n stress makes me fat!ok..i bloody gain weight..i cn see my cheeks getting chubbier each day n i soooo hates it!!!!
Hari raya haji yest was ok.It has never been special be4 other day family getting together n eat ..eat ...eat..hehe
Zits spoiling ma mood this days.Big ones mind u....sickening.Thanx to the stress...
Im gettin my specy todae!cnt wait to get ma hands on it!yaysis!
i think im losing a gd fren....maybe...but i hope she realise how much i wan to keep her...
Aunty kept buggin me bt ma bdae present.I ask for shoes....n all she said was.."tak habis-habis kasut...kau tido eh ngan kasut kau"...haha
lame i noe...auntyla katekan.So...she ask me to ask for sumthing more 21 years old kinda thing.So i told her...im young at heart..i dun feel 21...n im nt feeling kakak2 at ALL!
So..i ask her for a white gold long chain.I so want it...i like it wen ma pendant falls at my cleavage wen im wearing lowcuts..*cheeky giggle*..
I was askin sheena bt helping me wif my tv commercial.The prob now is...i dun haf a lboody vid cam n i sooo nid it now!i dunwan to do it in skul... :/
the crazee guys r dancing like crazee behind me now.They are doin some crazy shooting...haha...so fuuny...
im the only malay gurl todae.The other two didnt turn up.Roza's sick n i dunno wad happen to nora....
I wan hot choc now..n im skipping class for todae cuz im meeting my Hotsytotsy!!
Weather is soo gd....I slept thru from 3pm to 6.Didnt meetup with hotsytotsy todae.His having his indon movie marathon.
And yeah...ain's landed safely in London.Chatiing wif her now.So happy that shes safe n sound.I ask her to check out mos over der.confirm way more better then da one in sg.The party ppl of sg is always the first ones to check out this kinda places.i find it boring...n heck it...no life...
Boring day ........
Out wif Hotsytotsy in ma new yellow mellow slippers which is soo slippery..heh~
Got hotsytotsy one too....in blue n went to do ma lens for my cateye.geeeeeeeeezzz......
Yest sissy treat me to a movie....wallace & gromit.Realli interesting n worth the money.since learning bt video pro...ive learnt to appreciate movie makers.Its realli tiring n stressing doin even a 3 min movie!n i hate storyboarding!
Missing hotsytotsy so much.Getting into his arms was really making ma day a gd one.hehe...
wondering whether ain's safe at UK....?
i was bloghopping wen i came abt an emo entry.This poor gurl juz lost a bf.Its soo freakin sad that i actualli weep .....i cn feel her..its like im in her shoes.This makes me treasure hotsytotsy mor en more.i dunwan to lose him....lose ppl ard me....
First day of 'proper' portfolio class wif fahimah comin in afta few mths away on course.she talks to everyone of us regarding our portfolio..what we want to put in it....
so i was telling her bt what i want to do fta this.And she kinda agreed with me taking fashion merchandising.the prob now is..whether will i be able to go into one of the art skul?thats the hardest qns to be ans by me.but im praying hard for it tho.....And class ended late....at 6pm!
Right after...momsy called to go IKEA.So..i was an only daughter yest since sissy was out wif her gfs...
Did some shopping spree at IKEA.Bought this filmstrip frame....cnt wait to develop pics n put it in.Right fta..went to PS n had our dinner at secret recipe.the irish lamb stew was fantastic wadmore...added dessert...brownie wif ice-cream...
im gainin pounds nw....n i did alil yoga in the morning..hehe...it looks easy..but nt wen u re doing it..
And so....i was more excited wen i reached nenek's pl n saw a packaged for me.My cateye glasses is here!hurrayyyyyyyyy..cnt wait to do ma lenses n tada....im sure wanting so hard to be lisa loeb..hahaha
Happy 23monthsary to Hotsytotsy n Me!yay!and many many more to come.....IheartyouMyb.r.e.a.d
Todae's the day i had ma indon movie marathon.Cancel the plan i had wif hotsytotsy.Watch janji joni...and catatan akhir sekolah.coolness...i love it!
Nice day juz to stay hm.Great weather juz to read storybooks.I finished up ma love make-up book yest.n turn to the other todae.im begining to go back to ma old days reading n skipping food.hahha....
i was live-journal hopping n come upon hotsytotsy's bro bestfren whus in l.a
I wish i was her...shes applying fashion design over der.total coolness.....
