im so freakin bored of ma blogskin.but at the same time im so freakin lazy to change to a new one.hah!
since its the raya mood..lets juz tok bt the preparations.hehe
i juz called the boutique which im having ma baju custon made n she said i cn collect it this sat!yippsey!but i dun wan to be too happy...wad if the way they sew it is ugly...or the design are not wad ive drew...or...the kain is too short for me...or the waistline is smaller...damn..........this freaks me out!
i juz read sheena's blog n she was mentioning bt her shoes.hehe...kesian eh our mum to haf beloved daughters like us...hehe...koyak kocek mak.isk isk isk.....
ive yet to paint ma room.still thinkin wad color to paint.
im missing hotsytotsy nowdays.his been so bz at home tidying his room....
hmmmm....
all set for raya...except for the baju raya..ahha...thats the most important thing and i dun haf ani at the moment.still waititng for the custom-made to be done but i doubt it will be ready.so poor me..
i dun wan to go down geylang n blardy search for baju kurung esp from FIRST LADY where u can see ya twins walking bside u on the street.embarrasing tau...
n i wuldnt wanna pay a price equivalent to a wedding baju.pengantin mane siul aku nak step pakai baju mahal2..hehehe....
i got ma shoes...n it blardy cost me a hole in the pocket..luckily...mama's payin for it..*winks*
a 100 bucks for shoes...damn..i regret now buyin it... :(
that means i cnt buy other stuffs....
but im alil smart..i got all the things first be4 mama changes her mind from buyin it for me.
got two bags for raya...a black n pink....dun ask bt the price...haha
sweety hotsytotsy bought me another vintage clutch bag...how nice can he be...i love him!
hmm...i dun think i nid other stuffs...
i juz got a long awaiting birthday present from mr lux.yippsy!i loike!i swear!the only one here from NY baby....
heard mama's goin jb again next sat...dunno wanna go anot..but i think i haf to cuz i realli got to buy a baju raya....it feels incomplete wifout one...
rock2 akupon...baju raya mesti beli...hehe
im enjoyin each day of the hols.cooked tomyam yest wif elz..haha...not bad ok...hehe
ok la...to everyone...selamat berpuasa...
applied desing xam is TOMORROW!n im still here blabbering in ma blog.its been quite some time since i last blog.i feel i needed to pour out maself.at the same time..i freaked out thinkin bt wad qns comin out tomoro n ive yet to fin up ma mini proj.juz two more drawings n im done...
im not being a gd muslim this fasting month.firstly..i miss the first day of ramadhan...n now..i feel like its juz another normal day.ive been skipping ma prayers...been lazy...always yawning...
ma temper been very high this days.i got angry at the slightest mistakes.i got sensitive almost everytime.i cnt deny im a SENSITIVE person.
last sat was fun.Hotsytotsy treated me to pizzahut n spent 90 over dollars hehe!best!i loike shopping!bought himself a light pink baju kurung...
im having dizzy spells nowdays...due to the rainy seasons...
i feel dry..dunno y...no reasons to it...
im bored of ma layout...been sooo lazy n not having the time to change a new layout.jealous of sheena's layout...shes always chnaging her layout..hehe
sheena...help me wif it pls......?hehe...
not lookin forward to raya this year.
i had everything plan for him to open the parcel todae.with help from dhil.but too bad..he saw everything yest n cnt wait to open it.tada...der he goes...callin me n tellin me 'thanx' for wad i gave.i was like...pretending to sound stoopid...hahaha...
damn it..the plan is slightly ruin...hehe
im happy dat he loves the prezie..but i feel thats onli lil i cn do...
i wish for more...
bringing him to dine at posh hotels...(if only i haf the dough)
buyin him ipod nano(which i maself wans)
n many many many more!
sweet conversation for us....which leads to better naughty toks..hehe
i love ya hotsytotsy...
hope everything's goin well this sat....
thurs:hell of a shopping trip wif mama,ayu,elz and mama raz.momsy bought me A Lesportsac sachel bag!been waiting n i got it now!woooooooooooo.....*dance ard*
n now been forinc momsy to het me those paul n joul vintage handbag...dunno whether shes gonna get them for me.
Fri:wen jb in the evening wif elz n mama raz.damn stoopid jam on our way to larkin to get mama's clothes.n i was goin to everyshop begging for the ppl to accept ma kain.luckily one nyonya shop accepted but its gonna b plain baju kurung...not even wif a tube..:( wadto do...i juz haf to accept it...booboo...
Sat:wen ard town..lookin for ma raya shoes.still thinkin wadta get.hmm...cnt get too tall..cuz it will hurt ma legs n im gonna be the last one chasing fta the bus..ehhee...no no no...
im still owning nat ma jobsheet n draft for the mini project.i juz dun haf the mood to do all that.damn it...
not been mitting hotsytotsy...missing him alot!!!!!!
ohh ya..elz got an ipod nano...n same goes for ep...n i wan it to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!plsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss...............
n i nid a new hp.....cuz ma v200 screen has been smashed!pooor hp of mine..im sure it hurts u..ehhe
accompanied aunty to arab st.this yr..ddint haf ani custom made baju raya...so...i bought a rose-pink cloth to be made into kebaya.but unsure of ani kind soul whu are willing to accept last min made-to-measure..bah~
at 5pm..i was made to stop ma fast.its a pity aint it?but wadto do...gurly warning...
not feeling too gd todae.been alil dizzy...n sleepy...
cnt wait for hotsytotsy's bdae...i realli hope he likes wad im getting him...
self-claim hols for me til next wk
shooping day out wif momsy...n cuzins tomoro...hope everything goes well...
dun ask me where ive been....M.I.A (for ppl whu keen to noe bt ma life)
applied design project has finally ended for me.juz for the mounting n cutting...im done n its time to concentrate on another character design project which is due on the 12th!n ma pockts been dry nowdays...thanx to the frequent trips to the printing shops.dey muz be thanking me for the money spent on them..heh~
life hasnt been well..eventho i tried not to show it.ramadhan starting tomoro.this means less of mitting hotsytotsy..less of tokin to avoids gossips...more of anger management to be done for me.since survey has been done to say that im quite bad tempered!hehe..more of praying....
for those whu wish n a hobby for u ppl to hate me...go on n do it...but tellme whu u r...so that i cn gif a lil prezie to y'all....
wen u gossip bt sumone...ure actualli reducing one's sins..n add it to yours..so..feel free to gossip bt me..im happy...:)
i swear i wun get angry.... :)
hotsytotsy's bdae coming.sum stuffs has already arrived..yay!
this days been sandwich day for me.been grabbing subway sandwiches n cnt get enuff of their cookies.Hotsytotsy warn me not to splurge ma money on food's like dis...but its a treat for me afta stressing day at skul...
im missing lotsa ppl......like nab....been quiet..sheena...quiet..towards me..? ma cuzins...narny..wonder how her new haircut is..n many many more.................................
oh ya...bombing in bali....this destroy ma plans of goin der..bah!
but aunt says...if ya meant to die.....aniwher u hide..death will find u...scary issnt it....i shall wait for it...
