Getting CLOSER..........
Sunday, February 27, 2005

Sat: i was busing the whole freakin day at woodland's library doing ma storyboard panels.credits goes to me n miss narny for helping...n hotsytotsy for watching n accompanying me.hehe.i heave a huge sigh of relieve fter ma werk is done.finally..i cn sleep in peace.After dat..went town wif hotsytotsy...n it was soooo damn packed!since we haf nothin to do n we've checked out the things we wanted to...we went out.the ending of Cewekku Jutek was kinda lame tho.no specific ending..damn..stoopid!
Sun:watched Closer wif narny.a treat frm her.hehe..since im still skoolin...i got no dough.ive yet to return elza's money.will do it nxt week.sorrie ya cuzzy..
the movie was sweet..n romantic plus alil betrayal in btwn.natalie portman looks gd...n Jude law too!yummies!hehe..ive juz completed ma character model sheet n feeling damn happi bt it.ut im still waiting for ma result tomoro.tis freaks me out.will dad scold me again like he used to da past few years?,.....i hope not...

waiting's..a SIN
Friday, February 25, 2005

believe it anot...im still in skewl even at dis freakin hour.u noe y...cuz im doin some flash thingy n its finally done.*phew*..its tiring but its worth all da effort.i swear its not an easy task to b done.takes alotta time n effort...
i was suppose to mit up wif narny to watch CLOSER..since shes treating me..but due to sum consequences...i postpone it to sunday.
ma freakin friday was badly spent in skewl.poor me rite...miss roza has juz left u noe..leaving me the onli malay here.damn it!okay...i thnk she left bcuz shes realli tired..heylo makcik...so am i kan..:P .she got sum prob wif her bf n i thnk dats one of da freakin reason she dun look 'well'...niways...hope things r gd..but keep tis in mind..neva leave ya fren ya for ya bf's sake...sape kau cari bile kau susah...isnt it ya fren?..dun get me wrong..im juz makin u realise bt sum things ure missing out.. :) nooffence
i kinda miss hotsytotsy...but his so not mittin me todae cuz he gotta look fter his younger bro he hanged up his phone on me juz like dat.im hurt okay...how cn u do dat?but wadeva la...i dun care much...dunwan make dis a big prob.ive enuff skewl prob n alotta projects to mit da dateline.i realli hate animation..but sumtimes its kinda fun tho..hehe
mittin up narny tomoro..she realli nids to help me wif sum stuffs. :)
miss waili seems to b xtra nice but miss natalie got a bad mood due to sum unreasonable ppl in class.poor teacher...
im damn freakin hungry rite now...n i nid a chauffer to fetch me at tis moment.haha...wish i haf one...
hopefully nabby cn do her test todae...n chatted wif sheena yest.i read her blog...ooo...still patiently waiting for sumone..oooh...dats sweet rite...but y cnt u juz go str8 n tell him dat u love him?...its easier said den done..
its realli hard to forget sumone whom uve spent ya precious moments wif for quite sumtime...so y wait...go grab him...n tell him...u cn do better de she does...*u noe wad i mean*..hehe...i cnt b spittin obscene stuffs here...hehe...

at the end of the rainbow..........


sickening..yesh it is...
Tuesday, February 22, 2005

sitted still in class now...doin nothing.n voices of the unpleasant was heard.hah!i hate it..ma tummy still giving sum probs tho.painful as it is..ders nothing much i cn do xcept to rub medicated oil onto it.tis class is a real BOREDOM!i felt like gettin out of here.u noe...when ya hearts not der to learn...n ya eyes kept lookin at faces u dun wanna look...n ppl whu stabs bhind ya back..its real Sick i ma ass man.the onli person ive bee buggin to keep me company is hotsytotsy.i wish his in ma skewl...for atleast...i cn meet up wif him after skwl.but im not too lame tho..to wan a bf in da same skewl!no pls..thank you.
i nid narny's help wif da stroryboarding i guess..i will b mitin her tis sat...but onli forwhile cuz shes goin for a gig.i wun b goin cuz im pretty broke n i wulant wan ma leftover penny to spent on it.or im left wif nothing..Olevels result will b out tomoro!haha!
ive been wanting to change ma layout but juz dun haf da right time tho.roza's bfdae was yest n bought her a slice of cake.hotsytotsy's the one whu bought it first n i pay him back.
an was like askin me bt da insensitive classmate whether ive already tok to him....n i replied a stern NO!he gave me dis tone of voice like...cmonla...ure 20...u still wanna b like dis?wad da hell sia..doesnt mean im 20 ive to go down to his knees n bloody tok to him?fuck off...i wun do dat...y shuld i aniways..hes not ma bestfren...not even anione special i shuld go to...soo..no big deal to me for not tokin to him.i dun understand y sum ppl bugged me to tok to him...i told sum of them off...its better im not in tokin terms wif him...tis way..i wun b hurtin him..nor get hurt by his insensitive way of tokin.FULLSTOP!
im not like sumone close whu claim not to like sum ppl but still communicate well...hell no for me...n i realli hate wen ppl bloody follow xactly ma way...oh...hello...dun u haf ya own stand?n stop blody follow wadever im doing...i felt sick...

sickening..yesh it is...

sitted still in class now...doin nothing.n voices of the unpleasant was heard.hah!i hate it..ma tummy still giving sum probs tho.painful as it is..ders nothing much i cn do xcept to rub medicated oil onto it.tis class is a real BOREDOM!i felt like gettin out of here.u noe...when ya hearts not der to learn...n ya eyes kept lookin at faces u dun wanna look...n ppl whu stabs bhind ya back..its real Sick i ma ass man.the onli person ive bee buggin to keep me company is hotsytotsy.i wish his in ma skewl...for atleast...i cn meet up wif him after skwl.but im not too lame tho..to wan a bf in da same skewl!no pls..thank you.
i nid narny's help wif da stroryboarding i guess..i will b mitin her tis sat...but onli forwhile cuz shes goin for a gig.i wun b goin cuz im pretty broke n i wulant wan ma leftover penny to spent on it.or im left wif nothing..Olevels result will b out tomoro!haha!
ive been wanting to change ma layout but juz dun haf da right time tho.roza's bfdae was yest n bought her a slice of cake.hotsytotsy's the one whu bought it first n i pay him back.
an was like askin me bt da insensitive classmate whether ive already tok to him....n i replied a stern NO!he gave me dis tone of voice like...cmonla...ure 20...u still wanna b like dis?wad da hell sia..doesnt mean im 20 ive to go down to his knees n bloody tok to him?fuck off...i wun do dat...y shuld i aniways..hes not ma bestfren...not even anione special i shuld go to...soo..no big deal to me for not tokin to him.i dun understand y sum ppl bugged me to tok to him...i told sum of them off...its better im not in tokin terms wif him...tis way..i wun b hurtin him..nor get hurt by his insensitive way of tokin.FULLSTOP!
im not like sumone close whu claim not to like sum ppl but still communicate well...hell no for me...n i realli hate wen ppl bloody follow xactly ma way...oh...hello...dun u haf ya own stand?n stop blody follow wadever im doing...i felt sick...

sickening..yesh it is...

sitted still in class now...doin nothing.n voices of the unpleasant was heard.hah!i hate it..ma tummy still giving sum probs tho.painful as it is..ders nothing much i cn do xcept to rub medicated oil onto it.tis class is a real BOREDOM!i felt like gettin out of here.u noe...when ya hearts not der to learn...n ya eyes kept lookin at faces u dun wanna look...n ppl whu stabs bhind ya back..its real Sick i ma ass man.the onli person ive bee buggin to keep me company is hotsytotsy.i wish his in ma skewl...for atleast...i cn meet up wif him after skwl.but im not too lame tho..to wan a bf in da same skewl!no pls..thank you.
i nid narny's help wif da stroryboarding i guess..i will b mitin her tis sat...but onli forwhile cuz shes goin for a gig.i wun b goin cuz im pretty broke n i wulant wan ma leftover penny to spent on it.or im left wif nothing..Olevels result will b out tomoro!haha!
ive been wanting to change ma layout but juz dun haf da right time tho.roza's bfdae was yest n bought her a slice of cake.hotsytotsy's the one whu bought it first n i pay him back.
an was like askin me bt da insensitive classmate whether ive already tok to him....n i replied a stern NO!he gave me dis tone of voice like...cmonla...ure 20...u still wanna b like dis?wad da hell sia..doesnt mean im 20 ive to go down to his knees n bloody tok to him?fuck off...i wun do dat...y shuld i aniways..hes not ma bestfren...not even anione special i shuld go to...soo..no big deal to me for not tokin to him.i dun understand y sum ppl bugged me to tok to him...i told sum of them off...its better im not in tokin terms wif him...tis way..i wun b hurtin him..nor get hurt by his insensitive way of tokin.FULLSTOP!
im not like sumone close whu claim not to like sum ppl but still communicate well...hell no for me...n i realli hate wen ppl bloody follow xactly ma way...oh...hello...dun u haf ya own stand?n stop blody follow wadever im doing...i felt sick...

every human beings will fade away
Sunday, February 20, 2005

ive been so lazy to blog da days.skewl werk been killing me but it doesnt stopped me from having some fun outside.
fri:met up wif hotsytotsy..went to town.come across a nice n cute kini...n bought it!hehe..later...sheena ghurlie called n tellme bt da starbucks guy.hehe..
sat: 3 gurls havin fun outside in the sun.went swimming at jurongeast..clad in ma new kini..hehe!i loike it!ma skin's tanned now..n its kinda painful cuz its like stretching..errrrrr...
hang ard at makusu's pl....had fun playin wif adriann n adrianna..haha...
while goin hm..received a msg frm Zela.i was shocked to hear abt LELE's death.he passed away in a bike accident.poor thing huh...but i guess....GOd loves him....dats why hes taken away.may his soul rest in peace.Amin.
Sun:felt alil uneasy todae...wasnt happi wif someone cuz he went out even fter i sound 'not-to0-please' wif him.ok wadever...
do wadever u wan...n dun blamed me if i said i dun care animore.i scolded u bcuz i care....SILENT...means...u cn do wadever u wan frm now n i dun gif a fuck animore.!got it!
so..haf fun todaE?i bet u did...im happi...cuz for once...i THNK...ull b thankful to me..cuz all tis while...u did mention bt how boring it is to b goin out n seeing ma face each time.thank you...uve hurt me..n im sure ull b reading ma blog rite fter u reach hm...so...i dunwan u to disturb me for todae...thanx *u noe whu u re*
oh ya...i love the way ma blogskins are...so...no comments pls frm anione...!thank you.i may not haf da best bloglayout till u wan to COPY...but mine is juz fine...

craving cure
Thursday, February 10, 2005

its 4 days long ive not been bloggin.tired..lazy...n out always..heh!
well..ill juz summarise sum lil things here n der aite.had a beautiful day yest wif ma cuzins...aunt n hab!went over to kaknorlin's pl in queenstown.at first..da place was beautiful...n cosy.very bali style!i loike!took picxies of da statue...n da fridge..was damn full of chocs n liquor..gd ones tho..hehe
her unit was rite infront of da swimming pool!of cuz i cnt escaped being in da pool...but at da same time..i didnt bring ani boardshorts wifme...juz clad in a two piece suit.makbusu gave a greenlite n der i go in ma two piece.haha!accompanied da kids...adrian and adrianna.my two lovely cuzins.missed dem lots.took picxies n hab became da photographer for da day.hehe..
later on...elza joined us in da pool.haha...funny sia...we played n all...n now...ma skin is tan!!haha...wifoutt tanning oil n all..haha
had lunch..super delicious dishes frm fav aunt cookings.n later on...she baked sum oatmeal cookies for us!yummies!ard 7.30..we packed our stuffs n go hm.be4 dat...i tried on da 'expensive' shampoo in kak norlin's loo.haha....oatmeal n honey okay...ma hair smells realli gd!!hehe.we say our gdbyes n kissed ma two cuzins.tis tells me dat another one month or so den ill b able to mit dem again..:(
the 3 of us made our way back hm.hab took da opposite side while me n elza took da ones towards woodlands.since our stomach is still growling...we decided to stop by da carnival.man...we bought burger...otak2...banana fritters...n lots more.we didnt take da rides cuz it looks hair-raising...realli!
day be4...had pitt in paris.was haither's bdae.a last min one...we grab him a polo tee frm bossini.was great....da cake esp!n sheena was der..hehe..ard 9plus...both of us made our way hm...pretty tired tho...all is gd
oh yah...nab msg me yest i thnk bt goin kl.guss shes back...n wondering wad she got me frm der...hehe
i juz wokeup frm a bad dream i shuld say.i dreamt dat maulana took away ma bestfren n i was crying!haha...realli..a bad dreamt n ma heart was pounding hard wen im awake...will it cum true?i hope not...but i cn see sum lil hints ard....
plz GOD..dun take ma bestfren away...AMIN

throat sucker
Sunday, February 06, 2005

the flubug has landed on me.so poor miss effa has to visit the doctor eventho she hates it.$30 has gone...but shall redeem it frm momsy layter.ma throat is killing me..n its been sucky.ive lost ma tastebuds...n aunty cooked nasi ayam todae...arghhhh...im like eating a tasteless meal...man...
after poopin in sum pills for ma throat..it sumhow got worst.doc didnt give me ani lozenges...n all the pills taste sooo damn fookin bitter dat i nearly puke out.
aniways..im having a IT phase test tomoro n hopefully i cn do it well.insyallah..
went out to orchard lib wif narny n hotsytotsy.narny taught me bt da storyboarding thingy...n i managed to fin up ma hmwrk..weeeeeeee..she borrowed me tis cartoon book!rite fta dat..we went esplanade to watch SERENAIDE performed.n damn..i was wearing a serenaide tee.its like conincident.im soo paisey dat i covered maself wif ma beg in order not to look like 'fanatic-fan-of-serenaide-'..hehe.took picxies n all.stayed to watch MOCCA too...AGAIN..did dat on fri..haha..dey r juz soo gd dat i was force to sit n watch dem.haha..
actualli we r suppose to leave fta serenaide performed cuz narny wans to watch cewekku jutek!haha...tv junkie..!!we laff quite alot tho yest...n i thnk ma throat got worst due to it.hahaha...
we r finding our way out since we r sittin at da second row n everybpdy were like crowding ard..n ders no exit...esp with two 'big' couple bodylocking eachother infront of us.hahha
i was bloghoppin n i stop rite at nab's.its bn quite awile since she last blog.realli miss talkin to her..but i dunthnk she feels dat way.wadmore hanging out wifher...poor me....haiz...but nvm...life haxs to go on...shes still a bestfren at heart!
i bump into sumone;s friendster.haha..i shall not say whu he/she is.woot..all i cn say..she did open her big eyes n observe...not to ma standard tho..but he managed to b alil different.haha...way to go..
n i realise alotta gurls r goin for jetblack hair.i thnk dey juz realise dat colored hair r sooo out!haha...i shall start coloring ma hair to sum ahlian color..haha...being different wad..hehe
hotsytotsy being unreasonable and fickle at times.i wanan chop off ma tresses..but he dun allow it.wadsey...ma hair has spoilt...n it looked sucky...i hate it.i dunwanan go ard having a hair like dat.im particular bt my image..eventho i noe im juz a simple gurl to ppls eyes.i understand aloota ppl will b cursing me wen dey read ma blog..haha..too bad...

runny runny nose..pls go away n come again another day!
Saturday, February 05, 2005

im havyn a runny nose..its sickening...its makin me havyn headaches n all...n i got no pills for it...arghhhhhhhhhhh..n im so broke to go n see da 'xpensive' doc at admiralty whu charged me a bomb!damnnnnnnnn...
im gonna do ma hmwrk todae....n narny will b helpin me wif it.i nid her help...very much..cuz i soo..not gd in all dis camera angle thingy.will b mittyn her ard 3 i thnk...n after dat..picxies time...yay!
i nid time off nowdays...gettyn maself sick n all...its all NOT gd.i saw sumone frm ma past in msn n he dun bother to say a simple 'hi' to me....haha...so arrogant...i dunbother also.i thnk he noes dat i spit shiets bt him to haida..i mean..its not ma fault..ya beloved gf is da one whu wanna noe MORE bt ya...so..der she go nowing all bt ya...
juz admit it..gayboy...uve hurt sumone in da past...accept it!ure lucky enuff she dun go ard bitching bt u...ders more bt u dat sum ppl nid to noe..but i shut maself!haha...i noe its not worth it tokin bt u nomore....not ANYMORE!im happily wif sumone ooooo better off den u!im juz stoopidly wastin ma pppooor smackeroos for u.....haha!yesh!i am regrettin...i shuld haf save it n spend it in a better way.gd luck fren..i hope u'll live happily wif him....we'll see how it ended..opps..no..i mean..how u'all managed to put thru... :) *winks*

callme nasty...wadeva....im being nyce to certain ppl whu treats me gd...hehe

days that passed by....
Friday, February 04, 2005

its been four freakin days since i last blog.ive been bz wif skewl n all....all in all...im happi ma animation 'sumhow' werks...its walks..hahahha...phew!
went out n took a weekend break to esplanade.watched marilyn n mocca perform.cool performance tho.saw sumone like elfie...so i msg him...n poof!paisey sia...not him.haha...look xactly like him sey...of cuz la gdlookin...
bought ice-cream n shared it wif dhil...hotsytotsy...n remaining gave away to zad n farhan...n da very last two...brought it hm..hehe...melt liao.
saw ANDY in da train juznow.haha...step ckp pakai style la...onli wears AMBUSH la..padahal..padahil...he wores fleshimp!hahahahaha....step boast lagi ngan org...*spits*
oh yah...ma first anniversary wif hotsytotsy was yest.its simple...n sweet.bought me a crumpler digicam holder.since both of us r broke..n still skewlin...so..no posh restaurants to go...we'll haf to hold it for later...hehe
oh yah..i bought him a converse black highcut..since he wans it soooo very much!
i went all da way to singapore history museum juz to find out dat da application has closed!oh yah..i cried..haha...its lame..but i did.i looked forward to it...but too bad...not ma rezeki i guess...sum other time den...
will b lookin forward to cny...n mittyn ma cuzin to da beach!!yay!!i nid da sun....its been quite awhile ive not tan ma skin...hotsytosy has given da green lite!weeeeeeeeeeeee


ive not been updating....so here it goes...
Tuesday, February 01, 2005

im in class rite now..at tis moment cracking ma head tryin hard to do ma storyboarding.arghhh...im sleepy..dragged maself outa bed...n et gotta wait for da princess whus late todae..ahacks!
bn few days since i last update.kinda lazy tho...went out last sat...first to mit sheena n passed her ma boardshorts...n onli to find out shes not wearyn it..heh!she looked pwetty tho..in tudung...seriously...i loike!very sweet lookin...
fta dat..wnt out down town....n went boon lay..had our dinner...den off to jurong lib.
ohh...den reached hm..uncle bought me a havaianas sandal...weeee...thanx sooo much!
the next dae...went downtown AGAIN..tis time to AUSSINO..but poor me...all the bedsheets r gone!
skewl is realli sooo very sucky tis days.with ppl whom i dislike ard me...its hard for me to complete ma werk.i tried sooo very hard to ignore...but sumtimes dey juz got on ma head...a real pain in ma ass...i shuld say...
had tis heated 'xchange werds' wif an insensitive classmate.damn..he insults me...n how cn i juz shut ma mouth n let him insults me till end...so i snapped....say werds i wanna say...n toot!....he got hurt...awww...but fuck...u think i care?u deserve dat frm me mafucker...
so todae..was waiting for miss roza n he came n approached me at da station.he apologised...hmm....i accept it bt i still haf tis grudge inside...hell yeh...dun let me hate sumone....cuz i will nv try ma best to b nyce back wif him/her.....
lecture was sucky...didnt understand a werd wad shes sayin...n i wasnt happi wif wad she says.....danny was like sayin...'eh..kaurang nakg kedai kopi....minum teh'..n i go abt sayin...nah..its okay...penatla aku nak jln...n poot!a voice appear frm "sumwhr"......diarang tak gi kedai kopi nye org...wth....do u noe me well....?no...so shut ya big fuckin mouh n let me tok.....wads ya fuckin prob wifme nowdays?i didnt haf time to tok to ya..neither do i look as if i bother to tok to u...so ...y disturb me?
u insist of ppl not "copyin" ya style..haha....its an insult la frm me...not style...but juz a werd i cnt cum out wif...NOW!i aint anione whu copies ppl.....or want to b copyrite..haha...so not me...so..jgn prasan la yg aku selama ni nak ikot kau...i dun wear makeup...esp to SKEWL!!!!!hahaha......ma bf will laffs if he noes im using makeup...rite baby....so..laff at her...muahhahahahahaahahahah,,,,

till den...shes back to action...being nastynyce....

my name..people i love....n its meaning..

Description of Your First Name of: Effa


The following brief summary describes only a few qualities of your first name. There are many additional factors (legal name, nicknames, family surname, combined names, previous names, business signature, and, very importantly, your inner potential or birthpath as determined from your date of birth) that create and mold your entire personality - and your entire life.

Although the name Effa creates the urge to be reliable and responsible, we emphasize that it causes an emotional intensity that is hard to control. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the nervous system, worry, and mental tension.

Your name of Effa makes you very idealistic and generous, with the strong desire to uplift humanity leading you into situations where you can express your desire to serve others. You want to assume responsibilities and to look after people; however, you can become too involved in other people's problems and tend to worry. Your name gives you a natural desire to express along artistic and musical lines. You desire a settled home and family life, and are expressive and attentive to your loved ones.


Description of Your First Name of: Nabilah


The following brief summary describes only a few qualities of your first name. There are many additional factors (legal name, nicknames, family surname, combined names, previous names, business signature, and, very importantly, your inner potential or birthpath as determined from your date of birth) that create and mold your entire personality - and your entire life.

Though the name Nabilah creates the urge to understand and help others, we emphasize that it causes procrastination, lack of confidence, and the inability to realize your goals and ambitions. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the fluid systems.

Your name of Nabilah makes you easy-going and refined, but detracts from your physical vitality. You desire all the finer things in life--lovely clothes, home, furniture, and environment. However, procrastination is your worst enemy, and you find yourself lacking the ambition to make your dreams a reality often because of lack of confidence. People are inclined to take advantage of your sympathetic, tractable nature. You naturally attract people with problems who seek your understanding and advice.

Description of Your First Name of: Hafiz

The following brief summary describes only a few qualities of your first name. There are many additional factors (legal name, nicknames, family surname, combined names, previous names, business signature, and, very importantly, your inner potential or birthpath as determined from your date of birth) that create and mold your entire personality - and your entire life.

While the name Hafiz creates the urge to be creative and original, we emphasize that it causes a restless intensity that defies relaxation. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the solar plexus, and tension or accidents to the head.

Your first name of Hafiz has given you a quick, analytical mind. You are creative, versatile, and imaginative. However, independence, positivity and the urge for action and progress are such strong forces in your nature that you find it difficult to control them. You feel happy as long as headway is being made, but as soon as you are obstructed or your individuality and freedom of action are restricted, you experience an intense nervous reaction. Moods of depression can result during which you become sarcastic and stubborn in your attitude toward everyone, especially to those in closest association with you.

Description of Your First Name of: Faisal


The following brief summary describes only a few qualities of your first name. There are many additional factors (legal name, nicknames, family surname, combined names, previous names, business signature, and, very importantly, your inner potential or birthpath as determined from your date of birth) that create and mold your entire personality - and your entire life.

While the name Faisal creates the urge to be kind and thoughtful to others, we stress that it causes frustration through a scattered and emotional nature. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the fluid systems, liver and the bloodstream.

As Faisal, you are spontaneous, happy-go-lucky, and you enjoy the company of others--the more the merrier. You make friends easily as people are attracted to your warm and generous nature. However, you have to watch that others do not take advantage of your generosity, for you are apt to be influenced by hard-luck stories and give when it might be more prudent not to. You are ever on the watch for ways and means of making some "easy money" because this name spoils initiative and ambition, producing an easy-going, come-what-may nature which attaches value to money only for the self-enjoyment it can offer.

Description of Your First Name of: Elza


The following brief summary describes only a few qualities of your first name. There are many additional factors (legal name, nicknames, family surname, combined names, previous names, business signature, and, very importantly, your inner potential or birthpath as determined from your date of birth) that create and mold your entire personality - and your entire life.

Although the name Elza creates the urge to be reliable and responsible, it can cause a materialistic approach that frustrates higher humanitarian qualities. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the reproductive system, worry, and mental tension.

Your name of Elza gives you a strong sense of responsibility in business and material affairs, and the practicality and determination to make a success of anything you undertake. You are self-sufficient and capable, and have an interest in positions of leadership and responsibility. You are competent in directing the efforts of others, as you have good business judgment and the natural understanding of people. Very likely you have assumed much responsibility early in life and are often required to make major decisions.


Description of Your First Name of: Ezza


The following brief summary describes only a few qualities of your first name. There are many additional factors (legal name, nicknames, family surname, combined names, previous names, business signature, and, very importantly, your inner potential or birthpath as determined from your date of birth) that create and mold your entire personality - and your entire life.

Although the name Ezza creates the urge to be reliable and responsible, we emphasize that it limits your versatility and scope, tuning you to technical details. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the elimination system, and through worry and mental tension.

Your first name of Ezza gives you the desire for responsibility and takes you into practical pursuits. You would excel in work of a technical nature where concentration and attention to detail are important. Whatever you undertake, you have the patience and determination to do well. You feel a sense of security in positions of responsibility where progress is made through systematic, step-by-step procedures. However, you lack vision and you could become too involved in technical details, system, and routine. You do not readily adjust to changes in your routine.

Description of Your First Name of: Elfie


The following brief summary describes only a few qualities of your first name. There are many additional factors (legal name, nicknames, family surname, combined names, previous names, business signature, and, very importantly, your inner potential or birthpath as determined from your date of birth) that create and mold your entire personality - and your entire life.

The name Elfie creates the urge to be creative and original, we emphasize that it causes a blunt expression that alienates others. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses through tension or accidents to the head.

Your first name of Elfie creates individuality, independence, self-confidence, initiative, and an inclination to physical activity. You are not inclined to merge your opinions and viewpoints with others, to accept compromise, or to work in a subservient position against your will. Your expression is invariably quite direct and candid. Others find it difficult to accept your domineering and, at times, argumentative manner.

Description of Your First Name of: Fadhil


The following brief summary describes only a few qualities of your first name. There are many additional factors (legal name, nicknames, family surname, combined names, previous names, business signature, and, very importantly, your inner potential or birthpath as determined from your date of birth) that create and mold your entire personality - and your entire life.

The name Fadhil creates the urge to be creative and original, but we point out that it limits your versatility and scope, tuning you to technical details. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses centring in the head, and in the stomach and intestinal organs.

Your first name of Fadhil has given you a very practical, hard-working, systematic nature. Your interests are focused on technical, mechanical, and scientific things, rather than interests of an artistic, musical, or social nature. You tend to be skeptical outlook on life and rather materialistic standards. In reaching your goals, you are very independent and resourceful, patient and determined. You can be so very positive and definite in your own ideas and opinions that others sense a lack of tact and friendliness in your manner of expression.


Description of Your First Name of: Sheena


The following brief summary describes only a few qualities of your first name. There are many additional factors (legal name, nicknames, family surname, combined names, previous names, business signature, and, very importantly, your inner potential or birthpath as determined from your date of birth) that create and mold your entire personality - and your entire life.

Although the name Sheena creates the urge to understand others, we stress that it limits self-expression and self-confidence causing moods. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the fluid systems, heart, lungs and bronchial area.

Your name of Sheena contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. You desire harmony and refinement in your environment and in all your personal associations. Although mentally quick and intuitive in recognizing the thoughts and feelings of others, you experience a lack of fluency in verbal expression in responding.

Description of Your First Name of: Roza


The following brief summary describes only a few qualities of your first name. There are many additional factors (legal name, nicknames, family surname, combined names, previous names, business signature, and, very importantly, your inner potential or birthpath as determined from your date of birth) that create and mold your entire personality - and your entire life.

Although the name Roza creates an interest in the deeper aspects of life, we emphasize that it causes a superior, interfering expression whose favorite expression is "I know." This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the heart, lungs, bronchial area, worry, and mental tension.

The name of Roza gives you a responsible, reserved, and dignified nature, able to find a certain amount of success in anything you undertake. You have an appreciation for the finer and deeper aspects of life. Your scholarly, studious interests incline you to art, literature, philosophy, music, and drama. You wonder about the deeper aspects of life contained in religious theories and occult beliefs.


Description of Your First Name of: Adrianna


The following brief summary describes only a few qualities of your first name. There are many additional factors (legal name, nicknames, family surname, combined names, previous names, business signature, and, very importantly, your inner potential or birthpath as determined from your date of birth) that create and mold your entire personality - and your entire life.

Although the name Adrianna creates the urge to be self-expressive and happy, it can cause a overbearing, materialistic approach that frustrates higher humanitarian qualities if it is not combined with a balanced last name. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the liver, bloodstream, and reproductive organs.

The name of Adrianna has given you organizing ability as well as an expressive, positive, and self-confident nature. You are able to work well with people and can capably direct their activities. You enjoy music and art, and love to meet and mix with people. An appreciation for quality has prompted you to strive for the best standard in dress, material possessions, and choice of food.

Description of Your First Name of: Adrian


The following brief summary describes only a few qualities of your first name. There are many additional factors (legal name, nicknames, family surname, combined names, previous names, business signature, and, very importantly, your inner potential or birthpath as determined from your date of birth) that create and mold your entire personality - and your entire life.

The name Adrian creates the urge to understand others, but we emphasize that it causes procrastination, lack of confidence, and the inability to realize your goals. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the fluid systems.

Your name of Adrian gives you the ability to understand people and to merge conflicting viewpoints to create harmony in association. You dislike facing issues or witnessing hurt feelings. You make friends easily but must guard against becoming involved in the affairs of others or being too easily led. You could do well working with the public giving advice, where you can use your skills in diplomacy in handling people, but where you are not under pressure or required to carry responsibility and make decisions.

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