Went on a date wif Hotsytotsy.After a hard time,i should call this our first.Starting all over again..juz like a newborn baby.
Watched TAke The Lead at cathay cineplex.I love the comfy couple seats. *wink*
Had ice-creams at staircase..haha...
I love him...i realli do..
Wondering away doesnt make things well...
And i thought it will..
I was wrong...
So wrong that i feel hatred in me..
Dont get me wrong..
Im juz exhibiting my emotional pain
Ive kept it inside..
I wan human to see it...
I ran away..
From my problems..
Call me a coward..
I wun disagree..
My time spent at home was boring.When i was busy,noone kol to ask me out..n when im free..noone too called..:(
I looked at the beautiful pictures..
i smile when i see u smile..
and now i cry when i see u smile..
i tresure it...i realli DO
Things will never be the same..
Yes i noe...
Even how hard i tried my best..
It will never be the same again.
But it got worst..
So worst that im not able to do anithing.
Noone to cling on...
i feel lonely...All over again..
Loneliness kills..
Having love beside u feels like its so unreal...
Feels a total stranger...
How long will this be?
How far cn i go thru with lil strength?
First few days was hell.Noone was der for me.Everyone left n leave me alone.I fell into great depression.
I dial ya no. but there werent ans.....
Or would it be intentional...
Am i a disturbance to a happy relationship u had.....
Or maybe...i Am...
Expectations were high that i 'imagine' u'll be der...
But sadly...Expectations makes u sad in the end....
I learn it all...
I learn it all by myself...
The pain n sorrow i went tru.....
Atlast it came to an end...
And i saw ya pic...
Smiling ear to ear....
In those moments i was in tears...
How can u.........
How can u haf the heart to leave me drenched in my own tears......
Am i suppose to be grateful?
