Its left wif juz GOODbye....
Thursday, March 30, 2006

The graduation ceremony left me in tears.I was moved by the effort my teachers n sum classmates did our graduation.It was this song sang by mr christian that moved me to tears.The song complete wif pictures of all of us during happy times.Esp when it hit those wif me n sum 'frens' during the gd times.I hate me todae cuz im too ego to even said gdbye to this 'frens'.But u cn t blame me completely...its bcuz of thier selfish attiude that makes me behave this way.Still,im quite disappointed wif myself.
I gave miss nat and miss fahimah a tight big hug..so to roza.Im gonna miss all of them.I was crying nonstop..kinda emotional that things ended this way.Andy cry too..so do danny.Haha..ridiculous huh...for guys to cry..i always thot Boys dunt cry...
Even when im sayin gdbye to andy in the train..he was wiping his tears.aww....it makes me weep again....
His the onli fren i quarel wif...doesnt stop nagging at...its all for his own gd...I guess im gonna miss nagging at him...gonna miss...kolling up dany for skul..gonna miss...tell roza the silliest thing i always did........
Gd things has to come to an end...n i hope.........our frenship will remain tight as always...
It touched me that the chi guys in ma class console me........thanx guys..
To everyone...classmates esp.......
thanx for everything.......
To ppl whu hates me..........
Thanx too...cuz u'all make me a better person... :)

I LOVE.n juz love...being FRee!

Ok.....
Todae marks the two years of ITE...
Exams sucky ar...dun ask...
I juz cnt wait to move on from here.I wanna hear bt the gd news (hopefully) in april.


Waiting for the 'graduation party' in SKul~....hehe
Its rude if i juz walk out so i'll juz stay for awhile since its ma last day n ma teachers r the best!
I shuld thanked them for my stay here.

All those hard works...sleepless nights...stress like fcuk...pays off pretty well.
Its time i wanna enjoy be4 continuing ma another stressfull life ahead ;)

Anyone for short trips?if only ive lotsa much...i wuld wan to join ain in London... ;(

The gd part...
My weekend will be fully occupied wif fashion shows!weeeheeeeeeeeeeee...im all excited...
Hybrit fashion show last sat was awesome!

Its all over........ATLAST
Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Everythings over now...........but still im having this uneasy feeling regarding the project that we handed up.We r juz short of the storyboards.I guess marks will be deducted.....haiz..
im the onli one gettin all worried bt all this...

After thurs...im like a free bird.I wan to go far away...as far as i cn....
i wan to get away from everyone....only to be close to ppl i love...
i wan to erase those painful memories i had in ite....
aquaintances whom once i called frens....

Till den..............im off

dvp madness
Thursday, March 23, 2006

Tue:Reached home nearly 2am.Was out to roza's pl to do our dvp shooting.A last min thing for us.The next day,i haf to wake up early to attend lesson.Phew...its feels gd that everything is done..ATLEAST.Regrettin the time that i freakin wasted....We wuld haf do this n fin it up EARLIER.

Thurs:Stuck at skul.Another prob pops-up.We haf no dvdr to save our werk!damnit!y muz all this happened at the very last min?!Tomoro's the due date.....
im hoping we cn do the best ...

After all this....i realli nid a long-rest break.

im not yet well~
Saturday, March 18, 2006



Ok..shopping does heal the stress im goin thru.And yes..i am in deep stress and it gets bad till it comes into my dream.The dvp project is in the process...But den...Team work makes everything easier.....Well....not for mine...
I hate to disclose more.It juz hurts me n gets me more angry thinking bt all this.

Was out wif hotsytotsy for the whole day yest.Ive a new toy to share..hehe...
a lomo & a tablet.
Tanx to dad for the tablet.I aint that gd in graphics...but i hope in buyin this ill learnt to do BETTER.

Been surveyin lapTs but ive yet to decide which one.Guess...im gettin juz a normal one rather den the powerbook.

bye bye..pls..flyaway~
Thursday, March 16, 2006

shooooooo....fly away...
big bastard..pls..fly away....
First..u became a fren...
n now....not yet a fren no more...juz an acquaintance~

Cut off those backstabbing ways...
a fren never do dat...

Human human human....Wad cn we do to avoid human-mind-congestion?*is there such a thing...*....hmm...ill figure it out

One more week to go.............

n im dancing away..........
hurrayyyyyyyyyyyy

300 richer
Wednesday, March 15, 2006

heyho heyho...im back!
been busy these days wif skul projects.2 more to go n i will be able to heave a huge sigh of relieve..hehe
2 reasons y im very happy todae:
1:im $300 richer.thanx to the unexpected award.Alhamdulilah
2:I ate the best cookies ive ever tasted...hehe..takla best sgt..but 2nd best..my all time fav is still Amos cookies :)

Weeks ago i bought a black military jacket.It left a huge hole in my pocket..hehe..but e guilt feeling i had disappeared cus i noe if i didnt grab it...i will never b able to get it animore.. :)

Ive yet to update on my portfolio.Lotsa more to do.When everything's done,will drag hotsytotsy for picsplay sumwher...
Arab st is so last summer

Dead doll...
Monday, March 06, 2006

The news about the missing gurl move me to tears.Wadmore with now knowing that shes dead!My heart screams...."ANIMAL" on hearing that.How can someone do dat to an innocent lil gurl..
Those doll-like features of her that every parent longed for....
And now..........Shes DEAD!


May her soul rest in peace.Amin

juz not my luck...
Saturday, March 04, 2006

Jason mraz tix is SOLD out.Damn it damnt it...........
Its juz not my luck.Should haf gone earlier...
but its ok...

Days been so tiring nowdays.I get headaches so frequent.It got worst that i turn early everynite.I cnt help but worry bt all the projects.I wish im less a worrier...But im juz now :(
Hotsytotsy's at werk...n yeah..i feel lonely...

gruesome!
Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Gore&Grusome all i cn say bt FinalDestination 3.Most of the time i cn hear most of the screaming of gurls in the theatre including me.haha....
But its worth every penny.thanx Hotsytotsy...

Ive been goin tru alot of stress this days.At times i dun even noe wad to type n i juz went blank.Ive yet to fin up my 3D mini proj...portfolio and game.this 3 things disturbs me the Most..
opps...not onli that...some personal matters too which im too lazy to comment on.
A month to go...and im finally out.OUT....hurray.......
away from arising issues....dissing.....bitching...jealousy...foulmouth.......
All this has been goin ard.Im sick n tired but im still draggin myself for my own sake...

Hopefully fta this...i wuldnt come across with such human beings.

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