Fri:dun ask me bt previous entry...im juz soo lazy to blog.n each time i blog....its me complaining bt skewl...ahha
Left skewl at 2pm!the latest ive ever left skewl be on fri!Cried on ma way hm cuz i didnt fin up ma webby...n 15% will b taken off my project. :(
Met hotsytotsy....Reached CTHALL kinda late.The bfdae was all planned.Whu else...none other den ma bestest pal!
I was rushing her en der....first to kol indra n make him bring nab aniwhr as long as not to suntec yet!haha
so far so gd..i got it all plan ok.da cakes ready...da people of pizzahut was helpful...n tada....nab came in n she got dat.."ive been punkd" look...ahha...i gave her a superbig tight hug!shes clueless bt the whole thing.indra told her that shes mitting indra xskewl mates..but actualli....me n pai.haha....
ooooo....she shed tears of joy....
we ate...blew candles...n jokes ..haha...everything was soo gd.i was soooo happi...i put a smile on ma bestfren face.We've bn tru alot be4 tis...so i thnik tis is da bestway i cn show her how much i treasure her eventho ive been a bitch to her sumtimes!
N at the last moment...we told her dat she haf to pay for all da food....hahha...but mestila....da bills been settled...thanx to pai n indra too... :)
Gave her a beautiful blue studs of white gold.i wan her to wear dat studs so dat she cn remember me everytime n everywhr she goes..hehe.. :)
We went our separate ways.Followed hotsytotsy to watch monroe at prince of wales.Their performance was gd..juz dat da pl was sucky...i mean...for me...
The owner of da club dog was walkin ard...sniffin ppl...pai n i....freaked out!ohhhya...dat includes zad too!hahaha...
After dat...maade our way home...pai was so xcited to b in the first cab oof the NEL...dat we missed our stop..hahaha
Everything was gd.ma day was complete.I made time for 2 precious person in ma life.....Nab n Pai.
And this left me feeling sooo happi......its a very special n unique feelings i cnt explain in words how much i treasure ppl ard me.....
I LOVE ALL OF U............
Sat:Rotting at home.Hotsytotsy....happi at Stardom!hmmprh!im missing him.......
Shall watch movie wif narny tomoro....been weeks didnt meet her up..kinda miss her....
oh yah...sheena ghurl....mane pergi la?hehe
Gdnite
ive to
admit that i hate goin n stepping into ite amk.due to the fact that i dislike sum of ma classmates with dirty hearts n ugly irritatyn jokes.Kids will always b kids... their jokes irritate n at times hurt me in directly.Wads the point of having a makeup everyday to skul juz to put a mask on ya bloody ugly face to coverup ya ugly black heart.Don think im stoopid enuff n got tricked by ya bad behaviour...ya back-stabbing attitude doesnt shook me enuff...n im juz playin along wifya poor gurl.its soo sad to haf such a classmate like u.
PAtutla...melayu tak boleh maju The reason is...they cnt see other ppl better den them..all they did was...critising n putting on such a gd front.Well...wad cn i do....nothing...been stoopidly laff at is no fun at all...but dun think ill leave u in peace...gurl...grow up....u'll soon step into workin life...n u cnt possibly continue havin tis secondary skool attitude...
oh ya...SMOKING doesnt make u a woman!
For the
first time...i saw nabster bro afta months in skul.hah!
Media integreation was getting tougher each day.i dragged maself eachtime its simon's class.but hopefully...ill do well for ma theory exam...
ive tok to dad bout whr im goin after completing ma ite.i still wanna study.Major in ma passion line...hopefulli...it will happen as i expected...
Hotsytotsy been fecthing me fta skool nowdays.how sweet cn it be.Onli by meeting him....ma day started to shine.If not for that...it has been a dragful day for me...esp in skul...
I LOVE U
sweetnessssss
had a great time with hotsytotsy.thanx hotsytotsy for being ma model..hehe..he wore a realli nice top..his bumble bee sweats..i loike!not too bad with ma pixels taking...:)
i cut ma upper lip while finding for uncle's usb cable..damn..
had a gd conversation wif nabby juznow.alot more to catch up tho.
msged sheena...but she didnt reply...dunno whether shes angry wif moi...hmm...
im kinda bored now.dint go out due to the flu im having.30bucks spent for the medicines...haiz...
heated argument with hotsytotsy.simple said...getting bad to worst.
Hope things will b fine.
im cravin for his love each day..but i hate those ego n stubborness of him...cut them out plz...
im missing ma life having gfs beside me.life was pretty boring for me now.kolme up sumday for hot coacoa gurls?
Do i haf ani gfs left?
its all an answered...
Yest was a very tiring but fun day with the boys.Hyder n hotsytotsy.Everything went off pretty great.Walk ard Arab st n took picxies.Thanx to hyder for his great Cam...n thanx to hotsytotsy for his great help to b a fantastic model..heh!
i was having a bad stomach day. :(
I thnk spore shuld preserve the old shophouses which were left...
My purple spiral has began to lose its color...hurhurhur...
Dreamweaver class was boring.boring cuz i noe nothing wad simon was toking abt.shiety!i was blog zipping n bump into some blog which i feel kinda shiety...shiety in a way i was affected by it.i dunwanna tok bt it cuz i noe it will definately cuz trouble...
Narny msg me juznow.poor her...feeling so depressed n sad.she doesnt wan to tok bt it yet...but i kinda feel her.
Loneliness cn kill...i swear..esp wen the ppl whu used to b der ard u..nolonger exist.Friendships broken..miscommunications...n alotta more things result to this.Some ppl dun feel how it is to lose someone juz bcuz dey haf sum other ppl to replace in such a short time.bitch ass...isnt it..?!
I hope God punishes tis kinda person n make him/her realise the moment dey lose ppl whom dey love...
Friends come n go...so do..bestfrens...
nowdays...friendship dun come easy.after little quarelling..n misunderstanding....things got awkward between the two of you.n some affected ones will be left...in depression state.how cruel life cn be...
Wen bfs...came into ones life...everything changes....esp friendships which stands long...
Fcuk everyone whu do dis....n i hope ull get the same treatment...or much worst.
hope narny will recover frm her depression...
Been lonely...n losing frens...is a very sad state...
Fri:Was out shopping wif hotsytotsy.He bought me an underwear....its sooo adorable...with m&ms Front on it...very yummilicious...hehe...n i bought nab's her bdae present...yay!very advance tau aku...hehe...
Sat:i was at home the whole freakin day...n missing ma bestfren n hotsytotsy...sheena...n alot more peeps....such a boring sat for me..... :(
Sunday:haha...i noe ive been sooo lazy to blog bt wadhappen all this dayes.ok...the trip to aunt's pl was kinda great.aloota shooping...alotta laffin..as usual..me n elza..cnt stop laffin at da slightest dumbass we saw..haha...
the funniest thing was...at the massage pl....haha..shall not tell ani further..hehe
Mon:Class cancelled...for me..hehe.Dear mr christian n miss waili's not in skul.niways...i rather do my product advertisement outside...den doing it in class....
My throat is killing me...i dunno why...been feeling pretty sucky dese days...cnt xplain dat tho...i wanna see more n more of Hotsytotsy....
n wanna mitup nab....sheena...narny...anione close...for ice-cream or hot coacoa...:)
Make a date wif me yah...hehe
weeeeeeeeeee.....purple spiral on ma head for moi!yippee!i loike ma new color...n i got ma DIESEL watch frm uncle ultraman!yay!this can never be more happy for me...
tis dayes bn very sucky...n luckily...im full of wekend plans...
goin shopping with hotsytotsy...tomoro...
mitting cuzins n hab for a dance comp...on sat..insyallah..
n goin JB to aunt's pl on sunday...n not forgetting...shopping spree at JB.hehe
But pooor me..on monday..we'll haf product advertisement...hmm...shall do xtra gd in dat.
ive been sooo lazy to blog nowdays.skewl been hectic..n im always goin back home feeling so lethargic...n der i go..sleeping.heh!
Last tues...had a haircut again.hehe...kinda like it..n hotsytotsy like it too!ma fringe...has a new look again...tis time..not the kinda 'kena-gigit-tikus' but amuch smoother ones.hehe...i loike!im gonna color ma hair...since everyone is goin for black hair in ma class...so boring...copycats all over..i hate it man!
not been hearing frm sheena tis days.guess shes all happi wif her yah...gd for her..
n nab..she had her hair cut n didnt inform me...errrrrrr....:P im brainstorming on wadta get her for her big day....still thnking..hmm....
Hotsytotsy getting her pay soon.Cant wait to shop...weeeeeeee...hehe
alotta things on ma mind...im shure he dont mind gettin me the things i wan..right B?hehe
n i hate stoopid comments frm sum unprofessional person on commenting on ma hair.so wad if it has that 'out-of-the-bed-look'?!!...atleast it way way way better den yers....plain boring hair...n fake physical look...poor u..
let me juz recap wadhappened over the weekend.
Fri:Waili n sanchez decided to come up wif this fantastic idea for our 5th jobsheet.5 of us..n two has to b a model.i chose roza n andy...ive no choice..hehe
i bcame da fashion consultant..hehe...juz for fun.at da same time...i haf to do all da brainstorming...poor me..
Went to checkout sum dolls for ma collection.but its sooo damn xpensive but hotsytotsy promise me hes gonna get me da Rubybloom plush...
rite after dat..went to mit narny n nat...walked all da way to heeren...
kinda feel bad cuz Hotsytotsy n i was kinda quarellin n i was reallin puttin on a fake happy face....blame Hotsytotsy for being pretty funny to me...oh yah...its very hard to win back sumone's trust...but ill try ma very best to trust u back..
Sat:Met up wif the rest.mr andy came very late.at 5pm!as usual...janji melayu...everything's planned...insyallah..everything will go as planned..:)
Be4 dat..hotsytotsy n i went to a fleamarket.damn...wif onli 20bucks...i got maself a spagetti top n a Lesportsac pouch!yay!n bf....got himself...a polkadot shirt n a shoe!damn it!hehe...i sooo love fleamarket...if onli i got lotsa money on that day...we will shopped till we dropped!alott THINGS to see....n im swearing under ma breath cuz i dunhaf enuff bucks to spend on...den we took pixcies at da 2nd level.its actualli sum old warehouse...day was spent pretty fine...i love pai lots...oh yah...hes very much yummilicious yestday....n he gets along well wif ma frens...esp ANDY..heheheh..hes full of crapness...
Sun:Went makbusu hse.played wif ma adorable cuzins.took adrianna out..n noe wad..she actualli slept while walking..haha...poor girl...
walked ard...got ma stuffs for tomoro.damn...nearly came out 10bucks for it...
Walked into john little.saw pretty clothes for kids.haha..i thnk adrianna will grow up liking clothes like me..yay!haha...shall buy her da barbie jacket when i got da bucks...:)
Im lookin forward to tomoro....
oh yah...i dun understand y sum ppl juz find it hard to put MY name in their blog...poor me...maybe...im juz sooo boring to b a fren to sum ppl eventho i tried hard to b very nice fwen n always der for dat particular person...
PS:saw C.p on Fri....long time didnt see her...she look soo fine... :) oh ya...ya prezie is still wif me...
I noe whu r ur...fucker...so...dun thnk ill juz shut up n kept quiet.ill make ya life a living hell.i swear.mind ya fuckin business....a gurl will still b a gurl...dun act as if ya a guy...remember...u haf PUSSY not DICK!!hahaa
i noe its been days i didnt freakin blog.n lately...an anonymous person kinda leave such an unpleasant note on ma tagboard.i dun take it to heart.fuck off wifya.ill nvr stop blabbering bt ma life.n i dun care whehter ppl like u get irritated anot.n so wad if i sound like a 15yr old...im pretty happi wif dat.i aint sumonne whus super gd in eng...so pardon me if i sound like a 15 yr old...
nyways...bittersweet things happened along da way.first thing first...last sat..went to G-Star Fashion show.was superb.ive always want to go to a fashion show...n it came true.im der...i stepped into it...this is juz a start..ill make sure ill walk into the dooor as V.i.p sumday... ;)
poor elza...shes bn askin me out..n i cnt make it.i felt bad tho..ill make it up to u aite.had a pretty long conversation wif bestfren.WEEEEEEEee...i so like it.am planning wadta get her tho.*rubs ma chin* ive sumthing on mind but i wun blurt out.i noe shes gonna read tis blog...hehe...
n sheena called me on sunday...if im not wrong.poor gal...but i thnk shs pretty happi now.n i pray dat everything will go juz right for her...Amin..
hotsytotsy is preety sweet nowdays.fetching me frm skewl.skewl been crazy...but juz by lookin at him....erased everything...
n todae...the manjens r makin me real mad!im pissed wif dem.im tryin hard not to b a racist here but i juz hate da ppl in ma class.i dun understand y dey haf to behave dat way.frm wad i noe...i didnt offend ani of dem...cuz i ddnt even talk to dem!
Came into class.sat at da table wad suppose to b Carol's.hell...i tot it was ok for anione whu came first n juz rest their butt at ani table.but yet...she make a big fuss of it.man...cmon...first come first serve...so wad if ya using dat com be4 tis...atleast give others a chance to sit then...dun b sooo selfish.i didnt see ya name being signed on that table n it dun fuckin belong to u!
n she complain to whom she thinks will shoo me away.dats da butch in ma class.hey gal..look here...nomatter how hard u try to act like a guy...ure still a gal.u haf wad i haf...even smaller!haha...n dun try to stand up for ya frens...
n its realli impolite juz to shoo others away in ya sooo...impolite manner...thank you.
n plz...juz bcuz ure very close to our form teacher..doesnt mean she always haf to side u ppl....dats soo not fair!
fuck la...i realli hate da environment of ma class..which is true ....separated into diff racial background.but for me....if ure nice to me...ill b very nice to u...but if ya tryin to b funny...haha...let me show u how funny i cn get...try it den.
i hate actin tis way.i hate gettin angry...but y muz tis ppl treat me tis way.y cnt i juz get into a pl wher everyone is sooo freakin nice.its not that i hate manjens...i dun hate all of dem...i used to b close with sum manjens frm ma pri n sec skewl...wadmore...bn in love wif a manjen.so plz....dun make me hate u ppl....
no skewl for tomoro...i cn rest n sleep till noon.heh!simon is not coming for class cuz hes away to bangkok.rest day for me...
ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
my life just hasnt been the same ohh baby, nooo
when I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)
baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
cuz the feeling that I feel within
no other men could ever make me feel so right
its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
but I?d rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight
(Bridge)
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
for you I?d cross the world, for you I?d do anything
(Chorus 2xs)
thats right baby I?m going crazy
I need to be your lady
I?ve been thinking lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me, roll with me I?m in love with you baby
break it down now I?ll tell you what I feel
from the moment I met you its been so damn real
my heart seems to skip another beat
every time we speak can you believe I feel so weak
tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
and you love me I?m your lady
I?ll be around waiting for you I?ll put it down be the one for you
I?m falling so deep for you crazy love for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
Wish you would stop fronting
its so in the weather i can no longer go on without
I just break down (down)
(Bridge)
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
for you I?d cross the world, for you I?d do anything
(Chorus 2xs)
thats right baby I?m going crazy
I need to be your lady
I?ve been thinking lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me, roll with me I?m in love with you baby
ohhh, ohhh....
crazy... lady..... lately....
ohhh ohhh.....
ohh ohhh ohhhhhh
baby...
nice song....go hear it.... :)
