I brought the kids out to watch STAR WARS again!ahhaa...my 2nd time watchin it...n im still hooked to it.this time..its digital...better n bigger screen i shuld say.Since im broke...aunt treats me.hehe...
Im missing hotsytotsy...his outa town wif his fam...watchin star wars too..hehe.Cnt wait to talk to him later...
This days...im realli feeling so shiety.uneasy...i dunno...i dunwan to say things here...i noe i'll get more ENEMIES..hehe
Im not to happy with that tone of yers...
thurs:WeeeeeeeeeeEEEEE....My last paper...n its hols time!!!The paper was ok.Lucky for me..i read thru the nite be4.But still i noe i wun score that well.Day out with the BOYS was fun..but dey bully me!!hmmprh!they ran n leave me behind...ces bedebah..but it was all gd.We caught the 6.30pm show..the how lasted for 2 and half hrs!Superb show..i wuldnt think twice of watching it..or yah...thrice i mean..picxies taken..crazy ones i mean..haha..andy slept in the movie..hahha..lamest ever...But everything was all gd..it wun haf been better if ders more ppl....
Im beginning to miss ma classmates..eventho some sucky ones.
Fri:HE BLOODY HURT ME AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!Is that all ure best at hotsy?To make me feel sad....Tears flowing...does that make u happy?
Leave me..n let me go...on ma own..so that u wun haf anione to control u...dats all u wan dont u?FREEDOM is the werd!!!
U told me u gonna change,.....for atleast..show me some pretty changes...i dun xpect a drastic change...but a 'make-an-effort' change i ask for...
U took me for granted...
U broke ma heart..
U test ma patience
Wad more should i do for us not to be like dis?Tell me hotsy...im tired of all this........
I LOVE U...BUT Y MUZ U BLOOODY HURT ME....
Back as promise...i wnet thru the OMD exam.I wuldnt say its easy...but its challenging....the qns asked were so out from the ones i read thru last nite.Maybe its a different book..but wadta do..im prayin hard i pass it..Amin
Hotsytotsy fetched me frm skewl.Went Toa Payoh n saw Hani!she put on weight..hehe..My stomach is in pain now..monthly attacks...
cant wait for the saga on thurs day...guys..up for it?
if only i cn borrow dedek's light saber..i wuld haf bring it along wf me...semangat starwars...haha
One last paper...tomoro...MEDIA INTEGRATION...n my BTT...hopefully everything went smoothly...i nid to pass!plz.........
i better go now..nid to rub some oilment...its screaming..or shuld i say...im screaming now!
oh yah...i shall not sit at home tis sat..plans up for me..hehehe...will look forward to it...later!
Sat: STAYED HOME THE WHOLE FREAKIN DAE AGAIN...watched entity wif aunt.It doesnt freaked me out that much tho but its a first time experience lookin at another world of God's creation.i wouldnt wan tto experience maself...i haf a weak heart..
Sun: Met up wi hotsytotsy.Went town...walked ard.Den accompany him to City Plaza to get stuffs for his mama.Den saw this SALE shop...i cnt stop not looking twice.Got maself this Overalls for 12.90...hehe..budget babe...
Mon:DUE DATE for ma sickening webby.Ask for extension to tues.Did the mock xam for media integration.Damn susah...Had a conference talk with Andy n danny.Andy giler...step anak keling...haha...so funny..n danny...go layan him.GAYBOYS..haha
Hotsytotsy fecthed me todae...i is sooooooooo happy..hahaha.he looks yummay todae...always
Tues:My OMD exam is todae!!!!!!!arghhhhhhhh..im hoping to pass....pray hard for me plz.........ill blog later...
Thursday:Due date for my mini project.Went over to nanz pl in the morning.fin up all ma werk n its nearly 2pm.im left with 4hrs.Everything haf to be done by 6pm.It was rush hour for me n narny.Had lunch at her pl.ehhe..sempat kau..lapar giler...
Den straight to Peace centre to print all my work.it doesnt turns out wad i expect but all is gd.Got it cut n mount it.
My other classmates werk r better...but i wanna convinced ma self...sayin..MINE"S BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!that the only way i cn keep maself calm.
Went starbucks..n chill forwhile be4 takin the long...169 journey home...
Thanx nanz for accompanyin me yest...*muacks*
Fri:Project dued todae..n i havent do anithing wif ma shopping centre webby.Dooms day for moi n that includes ROZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!dued by Mon..or we wun b goin to 2nd year.Plz God save us frm tis.i dunwann stay for another bloody 6mnths in this haunted skewl..hahahahahaha....
i fin up ma movie trailer..n wanna study for btt...haha..i hope i wun fail again...
Due date to our DI mini project is tis thursday n fri for our MI.Im doomed.Not even started for my MI webby.shit shit shit...but wad i noe..ill try to do it..whether i fin or not..its another thing.
I was very disappointed that sum people trying so hard to convinced us not to fin up our webby.i dunno why dey come up with such 'bad' idea.I guess dey wanna be at the top....n by sayin it to us...dey cn be at top so easily..hhahaha...God is so fair...u work hard for it..u deserve it.Boy n girl..u nid not do all dat...by DIRTY WAYS...cuz we are not sooooooooooooooooo stoopid like u think.U bastard us once..its like..Once bitten twice shy..
Poor me...for havin such classmates...dirty hearts...
i thought wen i step into ite i will b able to meet some gd frens..but its da other way rd.im so disppointed...n tis makes me sooo not of goin back to skul.y muz some people behave tis way???!!
U chose guys more then gurls..wwad cn dey give u?another dick?im so pissed..i juz have to be impolite...
I wish i can turn back the time.To be an innocent girl way back den.Not knowing anithing bt life more den playin wif ma barbie dolls.Things have make a great changed now.im a grown up gurl...steppin into a challenged future ahead.I still remember wen im still a girl...i wan to grow up fast..so that i cn wear heels like mama always wear.i wanna put on makeup like mama do n wear pretty dresses like celebrity ive seen.But now...i hate to be where i am now.i wan to b a kid....
But im always one.....deep down inside...
Along the way..ive met some gd people..that includes people goin in n out of ma life all along.
Nab:For always been der for me at times i needed her the most.Eventho we are both air-headed...we left out everything wen we r not happy bt...n this makes us close till now.i love u bestfren...
Hotsytotsy:Another important person in ma life.Showers me wif love..care n concern.Make me to act the baby in me.Its sucky wen things got out-of-hand for us...but eventually we got tru it smoothly.Even wen ma skin gives a no no of goin out...his der to tell me im the most beautiful person...*but i dunno how true it is..ehhe*Thanx love..i love u dearly.
Narny:Shes another 'sister' to me.An older person whu teaches me alot.Accompany me wen im bored...sharing wif me her intelligence of editing...n more.Buddy for me to indulge on ma fav cheesecakes...n Fairy godmother to me on my big day..hehe...i love u babe!
Kyn:Afew years back was like our mittin up session every fri.since everyone is bz with their own things now...uwe nolonger mitup.Noe wad kyn...i miss dose gd times wifya...popee...elz...sue...things will never b da same animore.but im always here for hot coacoa if u wanna mitme up...miss ya kynos
Sheena:Someone i knew 2 years back..n lately bn close cuz we share our probs.i dunno whr shes been too..guess shes bz werkin....i misss u pretty gurl.
Hani:My bestmate in BMC.Khaki for cabuting class..haha..thise r da times...n till noe..gif me gd giftd for ma big day...will hav to mitup soon wif her...miss ya
Ain:A get together wif me n ain on sat at nenek's pl.She der to tutor ma sis.In this way we gotta share some funny experiences..haha...im happy i gotta hear more frm u now..hehehe..love ya
Roza:My partner to skul..wen im late or early..to the loo...wen i needed to let maself...n at times..wen i was down frm quarellin wif hotsytotsy.She may haf her own group of frens...but im thankful i still haf her to hang on in class.since we r onli the malay gurls in class.love ya...
Fin:someone i regard like a younger bro..confides in me wif his love-life probs...n i thank him for saving me n helping me wif 2D animation.hehe...*curtsey*
Danny..Suan..Andy:these guys are ma company wen roza's not here.Im a gurl whu can get along wif guys whu respects me.The nearby kedai kopi is our fav stop during breaktime.hahaha..."ma...teh katai satu"...those r the words which are frequently used by us....haha...
andy..the clown in our group.He brightens our day wif his stoopid jokes...haha...his not bad after all
nora,ap,an,ismet,khai:My other classmates whom im not close animore.i guess dey r much 'cooler'...since dey smoke while i dun...dats da diff...but i do cherished their frenship wif me...
For the rest of my frens which i did not mention....u'all are always loved by me..in some way....
Aku type mcm aku nak mati sey besok..ahha..maybe eh...todae or tomoro..i may nvr noe...
Sat:Mother's day celebration at Granny's pl.Variety of food...but alot to waste.Some of ma aunties n cuzin couldnt make it...
:Reasons given:It was not like ani other years of mother's day celebration.Not everyone was der...n dat makes it so boring...n unenjoyable.No mother's day cake...no picxies taken...nothing more den 'goin der to eat session'...for me.
I didnt get mama anithing this year.Broke.nuff said.
Over at my maternal side...was more fun.Alot of people were der.so..it kinda feel more of Mother's day celebration.
Sun:Met up wif hotsytotsy for while to pass him the food.Ate cheese cake afta soo long...haha...im still cravin for NYDC cheesecake tho...Treat me der sumone...plssssssssssss....Hog on the fone wif nab.Ask her to help me alil bit for the layout...but its all done now...weeeeeeeee..hurrayyyyyyyyyy
Mon:Dragged maself outta bed.at 7 in the morning.Rush to skul for the P.E test.I dunwan to do another 6 months of S&W man...
Stayed for D.I class forwhile.Luckily for me..i got it all done...wads left are my mini project.Insyallah will do it soon.
Roza cut her hair..pretty short..but i think i prefer her in long hair...more girly..hehe.
No talkin yet.i guess ill do wad i did to him....talk wen necessary....gurl...i think u look pretty better wifout a makeup...:)
Hotsytotsy not mittin me up todae.im bored to DEATH.Ive been wanting to mit him everyday...i dunno why...i cnt ans dat..
i hope that tag bugger wun bug me nomore.i dun understand y sum ppl haf lotsa free time tagging at ppl's tagboard n being soo unpolite.if u wanna giv comments...nice ones...im sure noone will respond back in such a way.
But u cnt escape frm such pest aniways...
n i wun stop tokin full of maself....haha...if i dun ...whu will?
Exam comin in a weeks time.projects are still alot to be done.
Some human being didnt tok to me.haha..i think she read ma blog.....
Its okay gurl...for atleast..uve change....dats a gd one.
i dun mind u not tokin to me...maybe ure embarrased or mad at me...i dun care.i dun lose anithing..but i gain it.For atleast...i make u a better woman..*dats wad i thnk la*Its for ya own gd.Nxt time wen ya out der wif diff kinda frens...dey maybe more nasty den me...so its better now den sorri.
i dunno whu tags at ma blog...ahah..i juz realise i make alot more enemies now...maybe?
hey..if y'all r realli offended by those words i used...sorrie...but tis is ma fuckin blog...n i dun see y i shuld bother bt anii other ppl's feelings.I feel gd tokin bt things..n i noe sum ppl appreciate it...but if ya juz jealous n annoyed dat u lacked wad i haf...im sorrie...i juz haf to say..i pity u...
n cmon...show yaself..or atleast tell me whu u re....dun stab frm da back...it shows dat ure a weak person...no GUTS...
Poor you ppl....for having tis black...dirty smelly heart...i guess ya sumone wifout a religion or sumone whu doesnt practice?
Be sumone better next time...n make gd use of ya precious time for sumthing else....
Sun:Went out wif cuzins to town.Had a fantastic day filling our stomachs.that includes fondue frm Andersens...*yummilicious*...prawn noodle..Gelato..n many many more.Had a fun day outder wif adrianna n elza.more like a gurls day out.Get a ride frm vel on ma way hm..hehee...
Its my 15 mnths with Hotsytotsy todae.He bought me a starwars m&ms thingy...n treated me to Gelare!thanx hotsytotsy.I had a superb day wifya.And i love u alot!
Ohyah...skewl was sucky...as usual...its simon's class...but everything changes for a cup of delicious Teh cino...yummay!
