Ure most precious person to me besides ma family n bestfren.i thank God for giving me the golden opportunity for mitting sumone like you.
i never deny that uve given me so much that i cnt repay.
but at times wen we had those silly squabbles like we are having now...i feel like killing you.
I hate the way u behave wen ya ego overtakes u.
u begin to spit those sickening werds towards me that makes me cry a river.
U hurt me.u make me cry...
And u even say i was the one who bothers u n took away ya privacy.
but even how much ive shown you ive changed....
u still thinks the same.
So...what shuld i do to make u realise that i juz wan love n attention n nothing else.
Uve behaving so weird lately...
wen im wif u...i dun feel that comfortable.
ya face nolonger seem delighted wen u mit me.
i feel sad..
But i juz dunno whether i shuld let you noe....
Even if u noe...
u wuldnt care less...
All u wan...
is juz u n ya own world.
If it makes u happy leaving in ya own boy world....
ill be happy if u let me be in ma own gurly world..........
those 3 words we used to express to eachother doesnt mean we still haf to let it out even if we nolonger haf the heart.
Its lying.......
I visited sheena in SGH yest.To see her in that state...i pity her.But i hope the elmo balloon and carebear brightens her up.Get well Soon GF!
Wed:outing wif the mcp kids.great fun too...i loike to see how close his classmates are...i wish i was in his pl...at the end of the day..im left wif a bruised tiny toe and blisters...heh~
fri:out wid the dmd mates.Seven of us in all.lil ppl but great laffs!hahaha.First to Roza's pl...den to mine n danny.andy makes me crack alot!n mama calls him a joker since his the only one whu toks alot n cracks stupids qns..haha.Den last to Danny crib...thanx for the delicious hawaian pizza ...we finished it up cuz all our stomach growling..ahha..alls gd..i rate 8/10
Sat:Out wif the dmn kids.i was late n the bus arrived way tooo early then the expected time.sheena n ruzaini was der first...
juz the 14 of us.alot of last min 'not-goins'....i wuldnt say its a big mistake of goin cuz ders still sheena...ruzaini n chal besides hotsytotsy.its a big 'wow'...n not those 'wow' of a gd thing but "shit....u look like some kind of ass"..kinda thing..ahhaa...horrible lookin...haha...
i was in ma pappilio..haha...cuz ma feet still hurts n i dun bother lookin all princess.sheena was pretty in green...nad we ended the day ard 6pm at ruzaini's hse.sorry sheena...for not inviting u ppl over at ma pl...i wuldnt wan dad to ask whose all this hooligans..hahaa...next year...will be juz us.. *winks*
so rush home rite after it n slept thru in the bus.i was soo damn tired but i shalll thanked ma pappilio for the comfort of ma feet.i reached clarkquay late.dad sent me there.i was given a tag n i was put into grp 8.the exhibition done by phunk studio was awesome!now...i cn see singapore spilling all those gd werks out.
briefing was done n we were ask to go into this small room with 8 diff white walls.we can spill our creativity by stenciling...graffiti..drawing aniting as long as we cn send a meesage in our design.my tea consists of steven..whu graduated from nafa in com dsgn.his a funnny man..n i kept laffing ma ass off everythime he makes a fool outa himself! ben...whu graduated from lasalle in visual com.his the graffiti artist among us.im bad at spraying so he did all dat.Elvinia...she has no design badground but a smart ass.shes studying medical.n shes the brain that crACks everything.as for me...i was the judge.wadeva i say...dey will haf to agree.its fun la...xcept those smell of spraying fumes..makes ma eyes red n ma throat hurts.our team played with stencils more den grafiiti like the rest.i suggested simplicity since being simple n easy to read...its more catchy den having lotsa design with no strong message.i wuldnt say im not happy with the final..but i guess we tried our best.Even jack..the phunk studio members said desing is not critics...every design is gd!thats wad soo cool bt being a designer...
i was nearly dozing off wen steven woke me up n cracked me a joke n that makes me open ma eyes n cont wroking.haha...we finished our werk ard 6.30am...n the results will only be out on 16 dec.so ppl...hoped down to singapore history museum to check out those art pieces...dun missed it.!
i wuldnt ask for a first prize...but i wuldnt wan to pushed away the luck to win the prize.First price is 5ooo dollars !whu doesnt wan it rite! i cnt wait for 16 december n i wan to be the first to go n checkout ma wall...hehe..
reached home ard 8am n i dozed off................
a hectic but great day...great experience that i wuld ask for more........
Sun:ohhh....nooooooooooooo...skul starting tomoro...damn it....morning wakeups is back....for me.............
dun ask where i got the title from...hahaa...ma mind is blank rite now..so wad i see...i juz type it down.todae's the class outing wif the dmd mates.Cnt wait to see everyyone in their baju raya.first hse will be roza's....
yest accompanied aunt to several houses to sent out uncle ultraman invitation cards.tired but worth it...hehe
its been days ive never contact nab,dunno wad shes up to...kinda miss her...
skul starting next mon...booooooooohoooooooooooo....stress period coming...
didnt haf the time also to mit narny to accompany her to buy chocs....hmm...shall mit the gals wen skul starts.will do some gurly talks...shopping...hehe...miss all that....
im goin for the design challenge this sat.i hope everything goes well over der.hopefully i wun be snoozing off...ahhahahaha
3693 IT 3201P ADTV C 7.0
Web Design and Project Mgt Full Time Oct Exam
3729 IT 3202P ADTV A 8.0
Applied Design and 3D Animatn Full Time Oct Exam
3728 IT 39140 ADPV B 2.0
Character Design
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my exam results.Cnt believe ma 3d i got A..ahahha...alhamdulilah...hmm...i was aiming for 3.0 but i noe its hard to get...ill work harder next time...
im down wif flu...damn it...juz starting my first day of jalan raya n im sick.this days ive been calling n communicating wif apeks n non-speaking chi aunties.i was helping sheena wif the chartering of the bus n it kinda pissed me off cuz dey quote a diff price n wen i blardy get back at them dey say that the price dey quote the other time is a mistake.wth!n i was increasing the blardy amount im willing to pay n still dey stick to the higest which is 25bucks!ergggggghhhhhhhhhh!sick!i was waiting for them to kolme from noon till 8pm.n i blardy noe dey jus avoid me bt nowing me...i wuldnt give a damn...
dey shuld be lucky dat im nt maself yest.too weak to quarel back n atlast chartered a bus paying 25bucks per hr.no other choice.....n that means its blardy 15bucks for each person.n now the uncle wans a lil deposite...man...sickening sia.Hotsytotsy was kinda unhappy wif all this..n now den i noe y he hates it soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much to go jln raya wif his xclassmates.irresponsible ppl...........errrrrrghhhhhhhh...but not all la....sheena been werkin her ass out n still shes been plainnin the outing at the same time.i feel bad lettin her do everything cuz i noe how blardy tired it is to be werkin n came bck home crackin ya brains bt the jln raya n having frens who haf noooo blardy responsibilty to kol n say dey r or not goin.the case of the x is not MUCH OF A HELP.nowander i left him..ahha
niways...if that allows me to go for the design challenge...i wont be joining dem till late.ive to leave ard 7.30 the latest.
i juz complete ma handbag design.juz join for fun...i hope its been listed..
ppl..vote for me yah..3hehehe...if u think its worth...
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Dear miss bitch...
i saw you n i hate the way ur...
dun ask me why...but i jus do..
pls...be yaself n duneva try to be somebody else.
that pretty top looks gd...but not on you...
pardon me for being evil.
bad things happened todae.Nenek fell n hurt herself.i kinda feel worried sick.that i rush straight home fta ma ftt.she was bleeding n luckily uncle took her to the doc.it was like dejavu...
i hope things will be getting better for her...
i miss Hotsytotsy sooo much!his starting his werk todae till sunday.n we had some argument yest nite which left me feeling sooo depressed.i love him...but sumtimes i juz dun see him understanding me...
thats yest story...
todae...he told me a gd news.Tomoro his getting his SLR...feel sooo happy for him.i noe he wans it so much.n he got it now.n i noe he will make GD use of it....
esp for his future....
atleast...he noes how to use it for........n not only for showing it off....~
i hope he will save lots of money to get himself a DSLR...if i was given lotsa cash....i wuld haf buy it for him.............
raya is sucky for me.not yet goin family visiting
ive yet to hear from nab.Wonder wad shes up to now...
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i noe its raya...n everyone is buzy visiting houses.As for me..im stuck at home.yest got bubble by cuzin.suppose to go out but last min cancel.N now...plans for todae cancel...ALSO!blardy hell...blARdy irritated!for me..this year is kinda lame...haiz...
its nice to read bt others n deir family outing..pics taken..how sweet...
Wad makes me still smiling is the money i poketed..hehhe...dah tua pon masih dpt duit..the older u re...the more money u got..hehehe...that makes me dunwanna start werkin...hahaha........
cnt wait to shop.im not lookin forward to any outing...even wif frens.
none of ma classmates called....except andy...
guess everyone's bz...
These days i feel more of being a maid to ma parents.Wadmore..since the syawal is coming.painted ma room yest.wipe those year-long dust iving quietly inbetween the bed-frames.i ache all over...damn...i cnt imagine the maids doing thier werk everyday...it muz be realli hard on them...
im goin geylang todae..juz to accompany aunty to buy her baju kurung.im lookin forward to the chaykuay filled wif fish..hehe...cravin la...
here goes ma apologies to the ppeople outder...
im sorrie for all my wrongdoings...the words i used...intentionally...or unintentionally...
im sure some of ma werds does hurt ppl outder...so here i am askin for forgiveness...
to everyone outder...SElamat Hari Raya...i noe its too early..but i dunthink ive time from tomoro onwards to blog...
ill b busy eating n collecting money...hehehehe
