i dun bother if ppl starts or haf been tokin shite bhind ma back.effa....so bad...effa dis...effa dat...go on n tell others....im ok...eventho not!i juz haf to stand all tis shites frm happening/i tot tis will end in 2005...bt..sadly...it continues...maybe..for da rest of ma life.pity me...plz..???
im a normal human being...ive lacked of alotta things in life...so...spare me..dun torture me...i had enuff.
i dun understand y weneva i msg ma cuzin...he sure didnt even make ani initiative to msg back...y?ppl change huh...maybe alota bad things u heard bt me...dat u change da way u look at me now..haha..nvm...be it...i loike it...
oh yah.....hotsytotsy....i dun nid money frm u to haf a great relationship....cuz money cnt buy love...i hate it wen u bhave dat way towards me.realli hate it.ive owe u nothing...nothing at all...i dun understan dy i deserve dis frm tis ppl i love...am i so bad in ya ppl's eyes?tell me ma flaws....n make sure wen u point out ma flaws....u yaself haf no flaws...
ohh wadeva....i dunno wad im spittyn man....im juz soo fucked up wif everything...i dun deserved tis...NO..NO..NO..!!
damn it...i hate tis feeling...i hate to lose everyone...im jealous to see other ppl so happi wif deir fam...frens...n love ones..n me...am not!
tis is sooo not fair...rite??spare me...love me....make me feel im needed...atleast for ma 20th bdae.... :'( *sobs*

1985.short.bespectacle.Imperfection.

I love black&white photographs

Im observant to fashion and cycle

I appreciate nice people

Im content to be the minority and never want things beyond my means