im kinda pissed with someone.i juz hate the way she follows wad im doin..wad i want...wad i wanna be...
man...i feel so uneasy u noe.u sticks to me n pour out all ya stoopid comments unnecessarily to wards others.DO u noe dat it cn hurt someone else?shut ya big...long ugly...stinking mouth*i swear it stinks* bitch?!
i juz got pissed off...wif someone like you.Cn u juz walk ya own way..n not follow others...?Be ya own self n stand on ya own feet!ure too dependant...asshole..
U wanna b better than others...but u re actualli stabbing others behind their backs!wth...Fuck!
im realli stressed tis days.been 2 weeks ive not been goin out.ma weekends treat r to the library juz to fin up ma assgnments.damn...one fta another.i dun even haf time to blog.since i nid to pour everything out...i juz haf to move ma itching finggies n type tis shiet out.i noe im no angel...i noe i make alotta mistakes...but im noone whu tries hard to follow others...n i noe how shiety it cn b.Don some ppl haf face?don dey feel embarrased pretending to noe everything n making up stories of something dat neva happened to dem?wake up someone...tis is reality...
ok..nuff of dat.nab..im realli realli freaking sorrie dat i cnt follow u to indra's P.O.P..i noe u mus b pissed at me n cursing me...but i realli cnt make it.ma dateline to assingments r sooo very near.i even haf to sacrifice ma time to watch teevee...n chatting on msn juz to do ma freakin projects.how comitted am i huh...i juz haf to...i dunwanna stay another half freakin year at stoopid ITE AMK...i hate dat skewl..hate the unreasonable ppl...hate da crowd of brohter2 n sister2 kinda attitude.i wanna move out frm here.i wanna b someone ppl will look up to.
i hope u understand nab.....
im realli tired...n ma freakin face r like peeling off.i look buruk...very!thanx to dad who recommends those pills.i juz haf to bear wif tis for sometime...
i hate da look of ppl outside..staring....as if i didnt wear aithing on!
i was on the bus to skewl wif roza wen dis malay guy had a freakin bad BO!damn...i feel like puking but i control it.don they use ani deodorant?man...don they smelll demselves?i wonder wat r dey thinking...
dey dun even bother wad others think of dem...i noe sumtimes these things cnt b help...but der r ways to prevent it arent dey?....
i hope i wun come across things like dat animore...esp early morning...
i wasnt too happi bt sumthings.neither do i wan to hurt anione by bloggin here bt it.i used to blog everything here n ppl, keep coming n askin me y tis?y that?n i ended quarelling wif dem.at da same time...i wonder y i shuld stop all ma spitting cuz tis freakin blog belongs to me!yesh me!so..if u ppl dun like it...dun read it...simple as dat. :)
issit so hard to write gd things bt someone whom u noe so well?y take a long time doing it...or i wasnt worth it to be comment on sumthing nice...haha...or...i wasnt cool enuff juz bcoz i dun drink..i dun club...i dun smoke...i haf curfews...so tell me wad slowed u down on afew mins for me?!
