u people muz b wondering wher ive been to.Not updating ma blog...hehe...
im realli M.I.A
i juz wan to b alone.alone frm everyone....i dun think i nid to tell everyone bt ma prob...cuz noone came to help!!
this hols is juz so bad for me.alotta things happened....n as a normal human being..i cnt escape frm all this.
Maybe its all god's test.But den...it hurts sooo much...
n especially...wen u nid sum,one close to u...n he/she is not der...
Cried maself to sleep...nid a listening ear...but all i get was the irritatyn tone of voice.thanx...but no thanx for ya time.
Stuck at home..Moods destryoed by ma own feelings.books occupy ma time..
People come to me wen dey nid me.Promise me things dat they nvr meant to...n say it juz for the sake of sayin it to make others thinks nice of dem.
Y do all this ppl still exist??!!
Y cnt anibody be so honest wif themselves....?
ymuz this people i love ran away n hide demselves wen im in need?
Y muz all this people change juz bcuz someone else came into their lives?
N y muz i be soo nice to dem still after they spit out at me?
Y cnt i juz say...Get away bitch....n dun eva come into ma life?
YYYYYYY????????
cuz i juz dun haf the heart to treat this people whom i love soo much so badly...
but y...do i get this in return?
But wadeva it is....im prayin hard to get this over n move on wif life...cuz life is sooo precious...n i cnt afford to waste it nomore.
If u people outder wanna treatme dis way...ive nothing to say....juz one werd...
I dun fuckin care....
