drenched in tears
Monday, August 08, 2005

Everyone came...only to get the news that granny is sick.y muz u'all only visit her wen shes ill?n y muz der b a family gathering wen a rilly important thing like this happend?
i dunwan God to take nenek away...away from us...away from me.I cnt imagine how ma life wuld be.i wus cryin secretly not wanting her to see ma tears.i put up a strong front cuz i wan her to stay strong n get thru this.ive always known her as sumone whus strong-will n never gave up...
the nite be4..i had a stupid dream bt granny...a dream i cnt seem to recall...afta muz of trying...
ppl say if u dream of sumthing u dun seem to remember...it means it will come true.in ma dream...i felt the pain that granny is in difficulty...
n so it is true..
i cnt seem to concentrate on ma werk...wadmore think bt goin out even to the nearby library...
i dun wan another dejavu...
which happen bt 6 yrs ago wen i dun even haf time to say gdbye to ma late grandfather...
i hope granny will get well...n strong..
i cnt slip well...it kept me awake weneva i heard her tryin to get to the loo...n wad makes it more sad...she dun realise that she had accidentally passmotion on the bed...
its so sad to see her suffer this way...will i be able to see her thru?i hope i will......pls God...dun take her away from me... :'(
i hope the trip to the doc will b gd...n she wun b send to the hospital...like wad the doc intend to do yest...
maybe ive done alot of wrong-doings...n God punishes me this way...But pls...dun punish her.....punish me instead..........
i wish Hotsytotsy n nab is here wif me now..at this toughest moment....

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