maybe its juz false alarm
Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Its been days ive been having bleeding in my stool.At first i thot it was juz normal cuz since small i haf constipation.But it got worst....n i decided to tell aunt bt it.She starts her normal aunty advice n it freaks me out.I was told my body is extremely heaty.
She juz adds to the fear im having...it made it worst!i kept imagining i haf stomach ulser...which cn be worst n became cancerous if not treated.....I find more in the internet bt it.Ami goin to die?
This days...ive kept alot to maself.i find maself weird.Im not so hyperactive like i used to...
i kept dreaming sumthing unusual...n waking up feeling the heartbeat....
since small...i haf another part of me telling me i will not live till old age.How true it is....im not sure.But if God wanted it this way for me.........theres nothing that i cn do.
Maybe ive slacked n not think of the hard times that i was punished so that im reminded of appreciating life more.
Appreciate ya family..n.friends....wen u haf the time now.....before its too late to regret...
Never ever take others for granted....
Never say 'Hi'
And the next time u say 'Bye'....
Never say that ure the Greatest pal...
And the next time...'i feel like killing you'...........

Life's short..........Treasure dem..

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